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    Ilya steps forward, crowding Shane against the wall. The heat between them has grown almost unbearable.

    He lowers his head to whisper in Shane’s ear.

    “Go ahead, Hollander. Meet all the new people you want. Take them out, take them home, whatever.”

    He can feel the shakiness in Shane’s breathing on his own face. Ilya leans in.

    His words ghost against Shane’s lips, an awful mockery of a kiss.

    “They’re never going to fuck you like I did.”

    Suddenly, he is violently shoved away.

    “What the hell do you think you’re doing?”

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    Shane and Ilya are hooking up, and deeply in love with each other. It’s a shame they’ve never said it out loud.

    Until Shane ends things, and Ilya just can’t let it go.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    Ilya and Shane broke up. Shane left.
    Ilya falls back into a depressive episode and is preparing for his self inflicted death. No one is able to help, no matter how hard they try.

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    What happens when Ilya decides to die on the same day as his mother did, will someone be able to stop him? Will anyone notice or is it going to be too late?

    This story follows Ilya throughout his last 20 days, he is determined to die.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    Cardiac tamponade: pressure on that heart that prevents it from filling and beating adequately.

    Shane thought he knew two things: his move to Ottawa would cause chaos, and that the Ottawa Centaurs were nice.

    As it turned out, he only knew one of those things.

    (Or: the Cens are still a team of professional hockey players. They're going to fuck up.)

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    16 Jun 2026

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    15 Jun 2026

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    “Okay, Roz, the challenge is simple,” Davey says, slightly hurried like he knows he’s losing their focus. “Three questions. First, think of the best sex of your life.”

    “Yes.”

    Rozanov looks very relaxed, surrounded by his team, casually indulging rookies like he has all the time in the world.

    “Now, uh, you grade it out of ten. Not the person, like—not how hot the person was, but how good the sex was, yeah?”

    “Would be same answer anyway,” Rozanov says easily. “Twelve.”

     

    Or, a video of Ilya doing the “fuckboy challenge” is posted. The internet reacts.

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    15 Jun 2026