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    It’s not that he has anything against the idea of a quick, sloppy, life-affirming handjob up against some filthy bloodstained wall.

    This thing they’ve been doing – this thing made up of blowjobs in the dark before the rest of the monastery’s awake, this thing that involves Sylvain sneaking out of Felix’s room before dawn while Felix pretends to be asleep – it’s been going on long enough for him to put the pattern together, okay?

    He's not stupid. Battles make Sylvain horny.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    “I need a favor,” Sylvain continues, undeterred as ever as he leans against Felix’s desk.
    Felix doesn’t glance at him.
    “I need you to be my husband.”
    (In which the best day of Felix’s life is also the worst)

    Sylvix Week 2021 Day 4: Fake Dating

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    13 Jun 2026

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    “Although I admit I am curious as to why you are so stressed out about us asking you questions, Felix. Yeah, I get that it sucks that the choice is taken away from you, but honestly, Fe.”

    He paused, considering Felix, and he felt ice enclose his heart, no, no, no, but Sylvain continued, “you don’t usually pull your punches, anyway. It’s like—what, you got a secret crush on someone or something?”

    “Yes, I do,” Felix said, and seriously considered running until he hit Imperial territory and got murdered for his troubles.

    They stared at each other, there in the silence of the training grounds. Distantly, he heard the last bell for dinner.

    Felix gets hit by a truth spell and reveals that he has a secret crush. Sylvain tries to guess who it is.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    Felix had argued vehemently, while Ingrid ripped the room apart to find clothing for them to wear and Sylvain listened at the cracked door to the soldiers downstairs informing the unimpressed brothel owner that they were conducting a routine search for spies from the Kingdom and would need access to all customer rooms, that there was no good reason he had to wear the costume and Sylvain got to keep (most of) his own clothes on.

    Sylvain had—heroically, he thinks—refrained from saying either “You’re prettier” or “You’re so much smaller,” both of which are absolutely true and either of which would have earned him at least a minor stabbing.

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    21 May 2026

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    “Not without me,” Sylvain says quietly. “Don’t go where I can’t follow, Felix.”
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    17 May 2026