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  1. Public Bookmark 65

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    Ilya always asks if Shane's ginger ale is cold enough, always. But what if one night Ilya gave Shane a warm can instead. While out celebrating, Shane starts to spiral.

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    He went silent again, his brow furrowed so hard it looked painful. Suddenly, his eyes lit up. He stood up, his hockey gear clanking loudly.

    "I have it. I see on internet. A man. He has jar. He has bubbles."

    Shane blinked. "Bubbles? Like... a fish?"

    "No," Ilya said, pacing the room like a caged bear. "He make life from dust. He mix powder and water. He wait. He feed it like baby. Then... BREAD."

    "Oh so baking, you want to try baking bread?" Shane asked skeptically.

    "Not just bake, Shane. Sourdough. Is complex. Is science. Is war with yeast." Ilya's voice grew passionate, his Russian accent thickening. "It is sour, like my childhood. It is hard crust, like my heart."

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  3. Public Bookmark 40

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    Amber Pike has autism, and Jackie and Hayden are in over their heads. Fortunately for them, Ilya connects some dots, and knows exactly what to do.

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    The situation is absurd, really. Ilya’s in the nest of Shane Hollander–three-time Stanley Cup champion, generational hockey talent, first omega player in the NHL to be open about his secondary gender–and it’s his job to help him through his heat. To try and get him pregnant.

    Shane Hollander has spent his entire career following orders and living on other people’s timelines; he’s ready to start a family on his own. Enter Ilya Rozanov, a young alpha who is always happy to lend a helping hand.

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    5 times someone touched Shane Hollander in a way that made Ilya want to burn the place down. 1 time Ilya got to touch him exactly how he wanted.

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    Shane Hollander is the superstar of one of the most violent, dangerous, and discriminatory contact sports in existence. Hockey is no place for an Omega to stick their nose in. But Shane isn’t ready—and never will be—to let his secret secondary gender limit him.

    Not even for the possessive Alpha who has sworn to keep his secret and share his nest every chance he gets.

    Who, as it happens, is also Ilya Rozanov, his greatest rival.

     

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