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    Yeonjun was familiar with the procedure, after all it was just part of his job. He had long since accepted that his body would have to shift to match whatever vision was expected of him. He’d gone through it before, losing a few kilos for each song.

    This comeback seemed different though. With the pressure of revealing outfits, a center position and the demands of the higher ups, Yeonjun wasn’t sure if he could face the pressure.

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    Soobin is jealous over something stupid. Yeonjun uses his stupidity to win him back over.

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    There were some things that his members say that confuses him, simply laughing whenever he’d asked them what their words meant and ruffles his hair affectionately.

    Oblivious to their affection, he never noticed the way his fellow group mates’ touches would linger longer than it should be, missing the way their eyes would glint as they stared at him, missing the meanings behind their actions and words.

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    04 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 19

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    It was no secret that Beomgyu's mental health wasn't as good as it could be. His members knew this, and tried looking out for him as much as they could. They thought, or maybe hoped, that the extremes of it were somewhat under control. All of that changed when the tabloids came. Tabloids accusing Beomgyu of mistreating staff, adding straight onto his pile of cases that dragged his sanity down. And it would all come crashing down like a house of cards, no matter how hard he tried to hide it.

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    04 Feb 2026

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    it was silly, really. nothing bad had ever happened to him growing up. he had no good reason to be terrified right now. so why was he? why were those sounds making it hard for him to breathe?

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    beomgyu has a fear of loud noises

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    01 Dec 2025