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“Oh, fine.” Natalie replied. “A little warm for fur, isn’t it?”
“It’s faux. Don’t get any ideas about red paint.”
“Hm. Okay.” Natalie nodded, then sucked in a breath. “So, you’re a lesbian, though?”
Lottie straightened and shut the fridge door, then turned back to Natalie. She had a bottle of water in her hand. “Don’t be reductive, Nat, I could be bisexual.”
“…are you bisexual?”
Lottie looked at her like she was stupid. “No, I’m a lesbian.”
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Or,A year after moving in with Lottie, Natalie makes a discovery about her roommate that sets off a chain reaction of catastrophic proportions.
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21 Nov 2025
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They've kind of got this whole friendship thing down, Nat thinks. It really isn't that weird that Lottie is her ex-girlfriend, aside from the occasional drunken slip-up, a lingering stare here and there, or the thumping jealousy at the thought of the other sleeping with someone else.
Well, that is, until she gets locked in a department store with said ex-girlfriend.
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12 Sep 2025
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It starts with a harmless lie. A simple “We’re dating” to avoid nosy questions. But things start to spiral when Lottie's friends buy into it.
Natalie and Lottie get stuck pretending to be in a relationship, all while navigating their casual, no-strings-attached fling. As the pressure builds and the lines between fake and real blur, they’re forced to confront feelings neither saw coming.
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- Part 1 of Took the Words Right Out of My Mouth
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21 Aug 2025
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i'm the smiling face on your tv (oh, i'm the cult of personality) by Pirateofantiva
Fandoms: Yellowjackets (TV)
25 Jul 2023
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Rescue comes in the winter of ’97, not ‘98: Jackie doesn’t die and Natalie’s never crowned, but the violence endures. Nat leaves her heart, spirit, and soul in the wilderness; Jackie loses two fingers, her memory, and Shauna Shipman. They’re figuring it out, together.
It works, right up until Lottie crashes her car into a tree and upends absolutely fucking everything.
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In the summer of ’99, the fractured Yellowjackets reunite to play the single worst season of roller derby that central Jersey has ever seen.Bookmarked by dk19
22 Apr 2025
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space sickness: motion sickness caused by repeated movements of a spaceship. symptoms include a rapid heart rate, shortness of breath and a tight chest. often mistaken for falling in love.
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nat is the captain of a spaceship, lottie is the new crew member. they don't seem to get along at first.
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06 Apr 2025
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Natalie wakes up hungover in Jackie Taylor’s bathtub.
Again.
And again.
And again.
Either Frank’s acid has become spectacularly good since she tried it last, or Nat has completely lost her fucking mind.OR
It’s Friday, August 2nd, 1996: the summer after graduation is nearing an end, the Yellowjackets are in splinters, and Nat will never have another day if she can’t fix the one she’s already lived a hundred times.
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26 Mar 2025
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an inch away from more than just friends by chasingredballoons
Fandoms: Yellowjackets (TV)
14 Mar 2025
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Nat realises what she’s about to say a second before it comes out, a week’s worth of build-up tumbling out unbidden. “I think I want to try it. You know, with a girl. Just so I can stop fucking wondering. Just so I can finally know.”
Somehow that feels even more exposing than anything else she’s said so far. God. She wants to try it out. Did she really have to word it like that? Like something she can just try on for size and then put back on the rack if she doesn’t like it or it doesn’t fit right? She wonders if Lottie will tell her to fuck off, or grow up, or—
“I could do it.”
Nat blinks. “What?”
“If you want to try a girl,” Lottie says. “If you would rather try with someone you know rather than a total stranger, I’ll do it.”
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- Part 1 of straight girl nat cinematic universe
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15 Mar 2025
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04 Mar 2025
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“Sure, I'll do it,” Nat agrees. Against her better judgement, maybe, but fuck it—she’s never been one for smart decisions, and she won't start now. “I'll be your arm candy, rage bait, whatever. Just don’t go falling in love with me or anything.”
The corner of Lottie’s mouth curls upwards, showing her crooked tooth. “I’ll do my best.”
She holds out her right hand, waiting. Nat reaches out and takes it, and there: an agreement struck by words, bound by skin. Down the hall, across sun-drenched tiling, the shadows of tree branches stretch out like antlers below them.
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23 Feb 2025
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Lottie has her driver’s license for two and a half weeks before she totals her brand new Audi.
(you know, that age-old trope of 'friends to carpoolers to lovers' come on, you know the trope, it's great)
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03 Feb 2025
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for a few months during their senior year, natalie lives at lottie matthews’ house. they don’t tell anyone, and between the two of them, they don’t talk about it that much. but for those few months, life isn't so fucking bleak anymore.
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19 Jan 2025
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In the aftermath, Lottie had wondered if Nat would just cut and run. Ghost everyone and drop off the face of the earth rather than willingly stay anywhere near Lottie’s orbit. Lottie’s the one who walked away, after all, and they share too many of the same friends and bars and cafés to allow for a clean and easy separation. She wouldn’t blame Nat for doing so.
Nat doesn’t run though, as it turns out. But she does avoid Lottie.
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14 Jan 2025
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College is stressful, and Lottie is a good lay.
That’s really all it is.
(That’s all it’s supposed to be).
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12 Jan 2025
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there's something in the static (i think i've been having revelations) by explosivesky
Fandoms: The Wilds (TV 2020)
12 Aug 2024
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Kissing Fatin is like a sedative; not in the way where someone’s forcibly injecting some cocktail directly into her bloodstream, but like something that sinks into her gums, makes all the edges and corners of the world look like around, not through; around, not over. Kissing Fatin is the opposite of smoke and mirrors, the opposite of gunpoint, the opposite of pressing her thumb against the sharp side of a knife just to see if it’ll cut.
Kissing Fatin makes every moment after something to look forward to. It’s so simple, so miniscule, so inconsequential: Life can be good again, if she lets it.
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03 Jul 2024
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The plate of risotto rests on the table between them, perfect except for one missing spoonful. Leah’s still looking at her, waiting for the verdict; Fatin suddenly, overwhelmingly doesn’t know how to do this.
It’s incredible, she wants to say. You’re incredible. You, you, you. I’ve been all around the culinary world, been Michelin fucking starred, and I’ve never met a better sous than the one sitting across from me right now. Sometimes I think a meal prepared by your hands is the only thing that’s ever cured my hunger.
“Yeah,” she says finally. “That’s fire, chef.”
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12 Jun 2024
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Messing with my pride, thinkin' anytime
You could just get up and go
Then I realize, what the hell is love
If you're in complete control?-
or, Fatin falls in love (with some very blue eyes)
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- Part 2 of free this time
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05 Apr 2023
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“Re-start the count.”
“You sure?” Fatin checked, watching her like this was a fundamentally important question. Like it was a confession.
Leah shifted to look out the window of the cabin, peering into the dark, impenetrable forest that surrounded them, the fire in the hearth the only light source for what must have been hundreds of miles.
A single beacon in an abyss.
“I’m sure. Re-start the count.”
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02 Feb 2023
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Who's gonna love you (if it ain't me) by Darklord_discourse
Fandoms: The Wilds (TV 2020)
03 Sep 2022
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When they return home to California, Fatin and Leah fall into somewhat of a friends with benefits situation that neither is sure what to do with. As feelings grow and their lives move forward, the two struggle to navigate what's best for them and what they need from each other.
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27 Sep 2022
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Leah stares down at her phone, her mind working wine-drunk and slow through a flood of emotions: surprise, confusion, and finally understanding. This isn’t Fatin Jadmani - at least, it’s not the real Fatin Jadmani. No, this is very clearly someone using Fatin’s face and fame to trick unsuspecting Tinder users. And now that she knows the truth, it’s Leah’s duty to expose this lowlife catfish for what they really are.
Fatin smiles up at her from the screen: dazzlingly, beautifully familiar. Leah swipes right.
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- Part 1 of hook line and sinker
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05 Aug 2022
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i was dangerously tangled (the second time i met you) by rosymidnights
Fandoms: The Wilds (TV 2020)
09 Jul 2022
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Something about this woman is painfully familiar, but she can’t say ‘I feel like I know you, what’s your name?’ when the stranger hasn’t shown any hints of knowing Leah.
(Aside from the warmth in her eyes that Leah brushes off as friendliness. Aside from the slight pull of her lips that Leah brushes off as annoyance. Aside from the screaming heart between Leah’s ribs that Leah brushes off as embarrassment at staring openly at such a beautiful woman.)
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10 Jul 2022