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    this is a series of unconnected fics i wrote for buddie week:

    https://www.tumblr.com/911buddieweek/775825903338045440/pinned?source=share

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    “Can’t…” Shane breathes out, the overwhelming scent of Ilya taking away all of his dignity. “Can’t focus,” he admits quietly.

    “Tell me one word,” Ilya instructs, soothing Shane by brushing his knuckles against his cheek.

    Shane melts into the gentle touch. “Breed…”

    “What?” Ilya leans down to him, even though Shane is sure he heard him.

    “Breed my pussy,” he whispers more firmly.

    When Shane Hollander notices his husband’s body growing into its natural size, all he can think about is being bred.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    Ilya has it all. Until it comes crashing down. After a terrible car accident that leaves him with a career ending injury, he finds himself trying to find light in the darkest place he's ever been.

    Until his physical therapist helps him heal in ways he never imagined.

    Shane is stuck. No, not stuck. Lost. And he's coming to the realization that in the midst of putting everyone else first, he's lost sight of who he really is.

    With the help of a darkened ex NHL player, maybe he can figure everything out. Maybe he can finally unleash a part of him that he didn't even realize was there.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    A routine family dinner with Shane’s parents is supposed to be a safe haven, but the wires in Ilya's hyper-vigilant mind are already short-circuiting.

    When David raises his hand in a fast, playful motion toward Shane, the innocent gesture drags Ilya screaming back to a cramped, terrifying apartment in Moscow.

    His oldest survival instinct immediately overrides everything else: protect the person you love.

    Dropping to his knees to take a blow that isn't coming, Ilya lays his deepest, most heavily guarded trauma completely bare on the living room floor.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    “Yes. In recent games-” Ilya paused. Hollander didn’t interrupt him. “Have you read what they said about you?”
    “Who’s they?”
    “People. Hockey people.”
    Hollander stared Ilya down. “Is this supposed to motivate me?”
    “No, um, I-”
    “You should see the shit they say about *you*.”
    Ilya most definitely did see it.

     

    The NHL adds another team, resulting in an expansion draft. Shane and Ilya, both nearing the end of their careers at age 35, find themselves on the new team. Can they both prove that they’re not “too old” to lead a team to victory? And can they be honest with each other in the process?

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    25 Jun 2026

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    It's a sleepless night before one of the most important games of their careers, and Shane and Ilya find nothing better to do than go down memory road in a hotel gym.

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    25 Jun 2026