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    “Don’t look at your hands,” Andrew says. “Look at me.”

    “I am,” Neil tells him because he is. Then, almost as an afterthought that just happens to slip past his lips like a secret, like red-stained hangnails dripping through his teeth, he tells Andrew, “It’s not even that bad this time.”

    “You’re hurting yourself,” Andrew says as if it were really that simple. He isn’t looking at him when he says, something of retrospection, “It’s bad every time.”

    Or biting his nails off is just something Neil does.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    Neil’s breath is hot and awful against Andrew’s thigh. “I can’t be sick on your birthday,” he says, like it’s that simple. “I can’t be sick on you on your birthday.”

    “How considerate,” Andrew’s voice is a bland murmur, and he is left watching Neil’s bloodless, wet lips, as he curls into Andrew’s lap.

    Neil gently pulls away after a moment, leaning back into Andrew’s hand on his neck. “Is me being sick still making you anxious?” he asks. Fever-stricken with dizzied-eyes and delirious thoughts, he knows Andrew without more than a moment beside him, a look into his eyes that makes Andrew feel undone, found.

    Or Neil is sick and Andrew isn’t coping well.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    Any man can be a father, it takes someone special to be a Dad.
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    Five times David Wymack was a Dad and one time he admitted it.

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    24 Jun 2026

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    Neil gets drugged at Eden's. Again. They get him back quickly, but the parallels fuck with everyone and reveal what happened with Nicky the first time around.

     But Andrew remains flawed, so doesn’t know anything is happening until he hears Nicky gasp. Nicky makes a lot of unnecessary noises, so this one isn’t especially concerning—not until Nicky’s hand flashes out to grip Andrew’s arm and he says, “Andrew,” with such strained urgency that Andrew’s head erupts into a riot of alarms.

     He follows Nicky’s pointed finger and sees, through the thick forest of bodies, Neil. With some guy. Kissing. He’s out of his stool almost before he can consciously register the scene, leaving the scarred black metal toppling to the ground behind him and shoving into the crowd. Something is very wrong. Neil had been too still. Too loose. An unstringed puppet. Andrew knows what Neil looks like when he wants to kiss someone, and that—that isn’t it.

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    24 Jun 2026

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    It bolsters him now. Because Andrew’s in the hospital and this medical fuck with an incompetency problem won’t let Neil in to see him.

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    Andrew gets hurt and Neil...handles it.

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    22 Jun 2026