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• confusion from a butch girl and realizations of a trans man by esstarboy

  Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)  

  • Not Rated
  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
  • Gen, Other
  • Work in Progress

  08 Jul 2026

  Tags

  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
  • Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester
  • Sam Winchester
  • Dean Winchester
  • John Winchester
  • Trans Sam Winchester
  • Trans Male Character
  • Self-Harm
  • Threats of Violence
  • Eating Disorders
  • Bullying
  • Supportive Sibling Dean Winchester
  • he's trying
  • Period Typical Bigotry
  • Hurt/Comfort
  • Angst
  • Coming Out
  • john winchester is an absent parent
  • is anyone surprised
  • self harm and ed are going to be pretty explicit so read on with caution
  • dean winchester gets money through questionable means
  • No Wincest
  • NEVER ANY WINCEST
  • sh and ed are explicitly depicted; read with caution
  • anti-AI
  • No Generative AI Used

  Summary

  Samantha wasn’t phased by much. She spent just about her entire life hunting down all the things that go bump in the night. She was strong. How could she fall down a path like this?

  ~~~

  Samantha Winchester discovers that she's Samuel Winchester via relentless bullies. He doesn't handle it well at all and attempts to hide his newfound identity and his "coping mechanisms" from his father and brother. Especially his brother.

  Series

  • Part 1 of putting sam & co into very transgender situations

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  784

  Chapters:

  1/?

  Kudos:

  5

  Bookmarks:

  1

  Hits:

  38

• Ilya Rozanov Vs. Puberty 2 by esstarboy

  Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Gen, M/M, Other
  • Work in Progress

  22 Jun 2026

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
  • Shane Hollander & Rose Landry
  • Ilya Rozanov & Original Character(s)
  • Scott Hunter & Ilya Rozanov
  • Ilya Rozanov
  • Shane Hollander
  • Rose Landry
  • Scott Hunter (Game Changers)
  • Angst
  • Ilya Rozanov Needs A Hug
  • Jealous Ilya Rozanov
  • Hurt/Eventual Comfort
  • Mental Health Issues
  • Self-Hatred
  • Gay yearning
  • I Wrote This While Listening to Mitski's Music
  • Ilya Rozanov listens to Mitski because i said so
  • No Generative AI Used
  • anti-AI

  Summary

  "He really did just want to see Shane one more time. He wished he could give Shane the “pinky promise kisses” that Mitski was talking about. He prayed for some way that the two of them could be together without being scrutinized by all the watching eyes of the public or destroying their reputations they worked so hard to create for themselves.

  Ilya wished he could be Shane’s best American Girl."

  OR

  Ilya turns to the internet and Mitski's "Puberty 2" for comfort after Shane leaves him.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,846

  Chapters:

  2/?

  Comments:

  3

  Kudos:

  17

  Bookmarks:

  2

  Hits:

  153