existentialwail
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欲不可纵 by existentialwail for ChezPillow (PillowLord)
Fandoms: 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
04 Jan 2025
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柳情歌的欲望强的下流: 柳情歌，落冰河，和五年血液。
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- Part 1 of All But English Exchange
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spark at the breaking by existentialwail
Fandoms: 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
01 Jan 2025
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Liu Qingge wants so much it's obscene: bingliu, and five years of blood.
English translation of CN fic "欲不可纵”
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- Part 2 of All But English Exchange
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because it is bitter, and because it is my heart by existentialwail for Kamaete
Fandoms: 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
08 Oct 2024
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The girl is in the middle of ruining Liu Mingyan’s borrowed silks when Qi Qingqi walks in on them.
It's overenthusiastic, to make such a mess so early on. But the girl's hot and pulsing even through the layers of fabric, and Liu Mingyan's pulse is quivering against the long fingers the girl’s wrapped about her throat. Each rough, graceless grind sends heat racing through Liu Mingyan’s own core. She could be any eager young thing fallen into Liu Mingyan’s bed during one of Luo Binghe’s many campaigns, but for her Xian Shu robes, and her face, still tensed in frustrated pleasure–still identical to Liu Mingyan’s own.
Liu Mingyan meets Qi Qingqi’s gaze, and smirks.
Or: PIDW!Liu Mingyan lands in SVSSS, and spends some time familiarizing herself with her alternate. Qi Qingqi gets caught in the crossfire.
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to the blade-dented bone by existentialwail
Fandoms: Professional Wrestling, World Wrestling Entertainment
18 Jul 2023
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Three days after Toronto and your neck still aches. Your arm, too, and your back, but those are lesser concerns now, dull throbbing things compared to the lightning-burst pain skittering across the column of your throat.
It's strange. A week ago you'd believed the blow to the back of your head would be the most painful you'd ever endure, that you'd already weathered Shirai at her worst and survived. But Shirai always did have a knack for surpassing her own limits. You really shouldn't even be surprised.
Or: Io Shirai puts her friendship with Candice LeRae to the torch. In the aftermath, Candice regroups, and re-evaluates.
Recent series
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All But English Exchange by existentialwail
Fandom 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
04 Jan 2025
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Recent bookmarks
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Striving to be better, oft we mar what's well by deweydecibelsystem for clovis_unleashed
Fandoms: The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien
11 Jun 2026
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Arafinwë, silver-haired, even-tempered, thoughtful and princely, frowned very slightly. This was, his father acknowledged, an unusual show of feeling for his son. Arafinwë was most usually described as reserved, even at his most excited. Some, Finwë knew, thought his boy cold or unfeeling - not so! He was merely considerate, cautious, a born politician.
Bookmarked by existentialwail
18 Jun 2026
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Changeling Child by EmberOfTheSea for valacirya
Fandoms: The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien
24 Dec 2025
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They were not what anyone would have asked for, he and Elros. The Sons of Elwing had been taken away in the night and returned something other – something alien and warped. And no matter what anyone said, Elrond knew they did not measure up to the lamblike paragons they had been made into in their absence, those emblems of saintly suffering.
It was easy to mourn the sweet, captive boy-princes cruelly snatched away by shadowy figures amidst the fire and rubble of their home, harder to reconcile those imagined martyrs with the men that returned, all flesh and blood and human frailty, flawed and changed, the enemy's tongue falling from their lips.
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Elrond and Celeborn, at the end of the world – or the beginning of a new one.
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- Part 2 of Silm Stockings 2025
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 3,250
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 29
- Kudos:
- 62
- Bookmarks:
- 18
- Hits:
- 349
Bookmarked by existentialwail
17 Jun 2026
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Migration Patterns by EmberOfTheSea for ulmondil
Fandoms: The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien
24 Dec 2025
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When the Ring of Barahir goes missing, Elwing must grapple with long-buried feelings as she scours the Havens in a frantic attempt to find the lost heirloom.
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Or, Elwing and Tuor on parents, displacement, and how to mourn something you cannot remember.Series
- Part 1 of Silm Stockings 2025
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 4,237
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 17
- Kudos:
- 31
- Bookmarks:
- 10
- Hits:
- 179
Bookmarked by existentialwail
17 Jun 2026
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Slain at Swanhaven by AnnaRobots for tombombadildo, IdleLeaves, Perching
Fandoms: The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien, The Lord of the Rings - All Media Types
31 May 2026
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But if of ships I now should sing, what ship would come to me,
What ship would bear me ever back across so wide a Sea?The Lord of the Rings, Galadriel’s Song
It happened so fast.
After Alqualondë, Artanis looks only onward. There can be no return, not after what they’ve done. And what would await them? Only darkness, only sorrow.
Not even the curse and prophecy spoken by the dark figure standing high upon a rock could compel her to reverse course. Nor the abandonment by the faithless Fëanáro and his sons, the stolen ships that vanished into the unmeasured night.
She will not turn back, defeated, begging at the feet of the Valar for pardon.
Bookmarked by existentialwail
16 Jun 2026
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A Hideous Thing Inside by Beleriand Death Trip (ajf)
Fandoms: The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien
01 Nov 2023
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Maeglin's monstrous afterlives.
Bookmarked by existentialwail
07 Jun 2026