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You've been feeling... off, lately.
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Your comment hardly deters him — not that you really expected it to. He turns his head around, shooting you an infuriating grin over his shoulder. “You love me.”
You swallow dryly. “I do not.”
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pedagogical principles; or, how to learn by lowbatteryhealth
Fandoms: とんがり帽子のアトリエ | Tongari Boushi no Atelier | Witch Hat Atelier (Manga)
30 May 2026
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A boy, OLRUGGIO, lies in a pile of scattered paper. Another boy, QIFREY, sits beside him. QIFREY is crying.
QIFREY: You don’t understand. (He touches the crown of OLRUGGIO’s head.) You don’t understand.
OLRUGGIO: …
QIFREY: Or maybe…
OLRUGGIO’s breathing is soft. QIFREY looks DS.
QIFREY: I loved your spell.
OLRUGGIO shifts in his sleep. QIFREY looks back down at him.
QIFREY: (Whispering.) I love your spell.
OLRUGGIO’s hand twitches in his sleep. QIFREY keeps watch over him.
Blackout.
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A two-act play on the ways we grow, and how it happens.
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12 Jun 2026
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i don't want an encore (no more) by lesqueers
Fandoms: とんがり帽子のアトリエ | Tongari Boushi no Atelier | Witch Hat Atelier (Manga)
01 Jun 2026
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“Can you show me?” Qifrey asks, feigning just a little of his frustration. Running his fingers up and down his own neck only feels marginally less stupid than Olruggio lying isolated beside him, his want palpable.
“Show you?” Olly’s voice is thready.
“Yes,” Qifrey replies, tilting his head to look at Olly until his gaze is met. “I’ll follow you.”
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or; olruggio shows qifrey the best ways to get off. nothing, at all, goes wrong.
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11 Jun 2026
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Yet Another Secret by fullmetalheart
Fandoms: とんがり帽子のアトリエ | Tongari Boushi no Atelier | Witch Hat Atelier (Manga)
21 May 2026
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Olruggio wrapped his arms around Qifrey’s waist and pulled him close. He rested his chin on Qifrey’s shoulder, warm and real and solid. Qifrey returned the gesture, his eye sliding shut. He let out a breath. They remained that way for a long while, leaning against each other. This could not ease Qifrey—he’d managed a delicate balance that allowed him to indulge in these small ways while retaining his ever-present fear—but Olruggio’s weight became heavier and heavier as he relaxed into it.
Qifrey could do these things for Olruggio; he could take care of him, though it would never make up for everything that he had done.
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Qifrey and Olruggio build themselves a home. The days pass in the closest thing to domestic bliss that Qifrey can manage. It cannot last.Bookmarked by existere
08 Jun 2026
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a mouth like mine by lunatea (phantomile)
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga)
17 Apr 2026
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He wants to ask about the implications of Yoshiki’s statement—so he’s the one who takes it? Makes sense, he’s never been especially physically active. But he’s tall and handsome and not especially effete. He imagines Yoshiki laying beneath him, demure and unguarded. Without meaning to, he says, “So you’re the girl?”
“Go die,” Yoshiki says automatically.
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15 Apr 2026
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The blooming twyre dizzies, but the point of touch is grounding.
His words, still, come clouded and vague, “This has happened before.”
“Not like this,” Artemy’s voice is rough and curt. Hopeful again. “You never stayed.”
He blinks. “I can’t stay. It’s not how this works.”
[Or; Daniil starts remembering.]
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- Part 1 of all my recent pasts
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27 Jan 2026