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world enough & time by fadelgender
Fandoms: เพื่อนต้องห้าม | Only Friends (Thailand TV 2023)
19 Jun 2026
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"I already did my part," Ray argues. "Besides, all I asked was to join you around the world, right? Aren't I doing a good job of that?"
5 quick vignettes from Sand and Ray traveling together.
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“Harsh boss,” Shasha says, “but a good manager.” She leans closer, touches her fingertips to the waistline of Gorya’s miniskirt, right where her off-shoulder tee rides up. “Or is this my girlfriend standing up for me?”
On (un)dressing each other, miniskirts and knee socks, and being watched.
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"Sand, what's going on?" Sand is pulling on underwear, hurried, his phone tucked between his shoulder and his ear. It's late, but not long after they'd gone to sleep. This type of late-night call can only mean a few things. "Is it Dot? Your mother?"
Into the phone Sand is saying, "—anywhere nearby where you can wait? I can come right now but it'll take me—"
It's Dot, Ray can tell from the severity in Sand's voice. There is a difference of panic in his voice between his mom and his daughter, and Ray is certain he's the only other person in the world who can recognize it. "Sand. Is Dot okay? Tell me what's going on."
[In the future, Sand and Ray's daughter wakes them in the middle of the night when she's drunk.]
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tell me (but don't tell me) by fadelgender
Fandoms: เขาจ้างให้ผมจีบนักฆ่า | The Heart Killers (Thailand TV)
18 Apr 2026
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Style wrapped her arms tight around Fadel's neck and said, "I want to go home."
"Do you now," said Fadel with obvious amusement. Her eyes flicked to Style's mouth, but she didn't lean closer, only flexed her hands on Style's waist. "But I'm having such a fun night out with my girl."
"Your girl wants to go home."
(Or, put simply, Fadel and Style go out on a double date, then go to a bar, then go home. Or, put another way: a secret, a realization, a discussion.)
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nothing wrong, nothing more by fadelgender
Fandoms: กฎหลัก...ห้ามรักเธอ | Girl Rules (TV)
22 Mar 2026
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Gorya wanted hickeys, wanted marks, wanted any proof that Prim really wanted her, and her neck was sensitive in the same way her thighs were—
But the last person who'd been between her thighs hadn't been Prim.
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you're an angel, i'm a dog by benmitchells
Fandoms: เขาจ้างให้ผมจีบนักฆ่า | The Heart Killers (Thailand TV)
06 Jan 2025
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“Who did you get the collar out for, Bison?”
The circles stop. He stares at Kant for a moment, gaze steady as if he can see straight through him. It's terrifying. It’s exhilarating. Kant never wants him to look away.
“No one,” he says simply. His hands slide back to Kant’s hair, tugging slightly. “I wasn't planning on using it with anyone. It's brand new, just came yesterday in the mail. The battery was flat so I charged it, just to see what it was like.”
Kant pretends his next breath doesn’t come a little easier.
“And what is it like?”
“It hurt,” Bison confesses after a long pause, “but in a good way.”
Kant almost smiles. Almost says isn't always like that, where you’re concerned?
“Put it on me.”
Kant finds Bison's shock collar.
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13 Jul 2026
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The Years Just Follow Me by JennaFlare
Fandoms: เพื่อนต้องห้าม | Only Friends (Thailand TV 2023)
04 Dec 2025
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Thirty-six. He has officially lived longer than his mother did. The thought washes over his body in a cold wave, raising goosebumps in its wake.
At twenty, thirty-five hadn't seemed like such a young age to die. An ocean of time roiled between him and thirty-five. He couldn't imagine living to graduation, let alone over a decade past that. But then he suddenly found himself turning thirty, and aside from the shock of even making it to such a milestone, Ray was surprised that he didn't feel old. On the contrary, imagining dying in five years sent a strange panic rising up his throat. There was so much life ahead of him, and he'd finally learned how to enjoy it. Somehow, against the odds, his life was good.
Ray turns thirty-six, a year older than his mother when she died.
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02 Jun 2026
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Love, it stings and then it laughs by basicallymonsters
Fandoms: เพื่อนต้องห้าม | Only Friends (Thailand TV 2023)
20 Feb 2025
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“Come here,” Sand says, kissing him chastely. “My Ray.”
“It’s happening again,” Ray whispers. “All the bad stuff with the good stuff.”
Sand kisses the salt from his cheeks, looking him over so gently, as if he’s checking for physical injuries. “I think that’s just life, when you decide to actually live it.”
“That would make a good lyric, Sand,” Ray says earnestly, smiling through his tears. “You make ugly things beautiful, you know? Maybe that’s how I got better.”
Ray learns how to be loved.
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04 Mar 2026
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touch me slow, feel my heart bleed by basicallymonsters
Fandoms: เพื่อนต้องห้าม | Only Friends (Thailand TV 2023)
04 Mar 2024
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“If I’m going to say goodbye to you, I’m going to do it properly.” He tries to put real intention into it, fooling them both into believing that he has some kind of upper hand here.
“Okay,” Ray agrees immediately. “Anything, I’m yours.”
It’s not a confession. He knows it’s not. Still, overwhelmed, Sand bites down on the fresh mark he’s left under Ray’s jawline, loving the unresisting way he sways up into him, loving his shockingly tender hand on his neck, loving the way he knows his body, loving everything about him.
Closing his eyes, he eases himself down into this bad decision like he’s crawling into his own grave. Mine, he thinks.
After Halloween mistakes, half-baked apologies, and helpless reconnections, Sand struggles to untangle himself from Ray's life, and ends up back in his bed.
Bookmarked by fadelgender
27 Oct 2025
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Write Me A Better Love Story by lucabee
Fandoms: 成化十四年 | The Sleuth of the Ming Dynasty (TV)
18 Jul 2020
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Tang Fan writes a new romance novel that reaches new heights of obvious pining, Wang Zhi takes matters into his own hands, a guest comes to stay, and Sui Zhou continues to be a irresponsible combination of jealous and oblivious.
(This takes place somewhere nebulously in the middle of the series, but really it could happen at any point, no spoilers)Bookmarked by fadelgender
25 Sep 2025