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love will call by mightyd0lphin
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
07 Jan 2026
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“Hey,” Shane said quickly, breathless. “It’s me.”
“...Hello, Hollander.” Rozanov’s voice was deep and solemn.
“Are you okay?”
A short laugh echoed down the phone. “What do you think?”
Shane cringed at himself. “Right, sorry. Stupid question.”
“Is fine.” Rozanov sighed. “I am okay, I suppose… I do not know.”
“I’m… I’m sorry.”
“Why? You are not the one who sold story.”
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The coach's son from Ilya's youth sells his story, and Ilya is left to pick up the pieces. Hollander helps more than he could have ever expected.
set early 2016, pre-tuna melt
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- Part 1 of love takes miles
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02 Feb 2026
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You Have Reached Lily by ItsMayBiTheWay
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Jan 2026
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Hayden finds Lily’s contact and touches the little call button.
After a short time, the call connects. “Shane,” a breathless sound reaches his ear, a broken heavy Russian accent cut off by a choked up sob. “You scared me.”
Hayden hangs up.
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Hayden calls Lily after Shane’s injury
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- Part 1 of Hayden Pike Hockey-matic Universe
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02 Feb 2026
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it's too close for comfort by theoneiam2277
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
02 Nov 2025
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The doorbell rings just as Shane is finishing brushing his teeth – the first thing they rose to do, because he wants to kiss Ilya good morning – and he and Ilya exchange a confused look in the bathroom mirror. It's barely dawn, and Ilya's curls are adorably tousled from sleep as he scratches his ribs lazily, toothbrush dangling from the corner of his mouth.
Shane hesitates, then rinses his toothpaste out and runs a hand through his hair. "Fuck, it's probably anti-doping."
No one else would be here at this hour – unless it's an emergency.
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27 Jan 2026
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please leave a message by subcorax
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Dec 2025
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Sarah
Does anyone have the number for Shane's girl from Boston? I feel bad that they've been seeing each other for this long and we've never added her here.Jackie
Oh good point! Let me ask Hayden.Jackie has added Lily to the conversation
Lily
what
what is thisOr: Ilya Rozanov is, apparently, one of the girls.
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- Part 1 of You Have (81) Unread Messages
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26 Jan 2026
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Ilya is hurt- and stubborn- refusing medication even though he's clearly miserable. Shane is trying to be a good husband. Then he learns about the woman who would've been his mother-in-law, and things fall into place.
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18 Jan 2026
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“He’ll never forget anything about their first night. Or any night he shared with Ilya. Every detail has been etched into him. Without them, he wouldn’t recognize himself. Without them he was blank.
Stop thinking about Rozanov. Fuck.
He seeks new memories. New… etches.
So when future archeologists dig up his bones they won’t read them like a love letter to Ilya Rozanov.
Shane knows it’s risky.
But he doesn’t know that tonight he won’t be etched, he’ll be broken.”
When Shane hooks up with a stranger after a game, he thinks the worst that could happen is getting outed. He is wrong. What was meant to be a night to forget all about Ilya Rozanov, becomes a night when he needs him most.
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15 Jan 2026
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The Words You Choked On by EnglishHorrorStory
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America (Movies)
08 Oct 2025
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The Asset knows that Steve has read the Handlers Guidebook, so why is Steve such an inept Handler? Handlers do not cry when they are supposed to dole out punishments, especially when the Asset is so deserving of it.
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15 Jan 2026
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Mina-Rau wasn't the first time Bix was sexually assaulted by the Empire.
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14 Jan 2026
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14 Feb 2025
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Running Through My Veins (An American Masquerade) by cheesethesecond
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
30 Oct 2014
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For all Steve’s bravado, his disregard and his blind determination, Bucky knows that neither of them thought they’d end up here—Bucky, with a body full of poison and secrets, a head full of landmines; Steve, with the weight of a nation on his newly-formed shoulders; both of them, with eyes for each other first.
At least that part isn’t new.
[Or, Bucky Barnes, from the rescue to the Commandos.]
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04 Feb 2025
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let me be buried under your name by tempestaurora
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
17 Oct 2019
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Bucky's dog tags were folded in the crease of the paper he'd torn from his journal, reading: "Steve, here. You have them, if you want them. You have me, if you want me. I’ve never tried loving a man before but for you I’ve run headfirst into wars and Death’s wide, gaping jaws, so this is easy in comparison. This is like breathing."
It was so dark when Bucky handed him the note, the fire just burning out, and he glanced back only once to see Steve watching him as he walked away.
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03 Feb 2025
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Public Bookmark 425
Mystery Work
Part of CTMfics
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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30 Jan 2025
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'Til Sunbeams Find You by winteratdusk
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
02 Dec 2020
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Bucky's been at war too long.
A year after the fight at Azzano, he's still plagued by memories, both of the battlefield and of his time in captivity. He's been trying to deal with it all himself, but sleeplessness and fear are starting to get the better of him.
At least Steve is there to make sure Bucky doesn't have to go it alone.
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29 Jan 2025
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The Soldier can't stop watching his Target's house. He doesn't understand the man's behavior, can barely grasp anything outside the terms of a mission, but he's learning to question things now.
Meanwhile Steve is trying to bribe his new shadow with food like a stray cat.
Recovery is a slow process when every step forward means taking two back.
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- Part 1 of Rediscovered Signs of Life
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28 Jan 2025
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the abyss returns even the boldest gaze by Anonymous
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
31 May 2019
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Stevie’s gone. He remembers that every day, every hour, with every accursed indrawn breath.
Post-Endgame: where Steve doesn’t come back, but vanishes entirely.
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18 Jan 2025
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Hands are tearing at the restraints across his legs, his waist. His chest. Bucky waits for them to tear into him as well, releasing him from this hell and delivering him to that final oblivion, but instead they pause, resting gently on his shoulders.
They’re so warm.
A face swims into view, the face of an angel. One he thought he’d never see again, one that surely couldn’t be real. Not where he is.
Still, he asks the question. “Is…is that…”
“It’s me.” His golden-haired savior is breathless, looking at him like he’s seen a ghost. “It’s Steve.”-or-Steve and Bucky escape from the Kreischberg Munitions factory
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- Part 1 of Wartime Stucky
- Part 5 of Whumptober 2021
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17 Jan 2025
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So here you are, in the future. The rest is more complicated.
OR: Bucky Barnes learns how to be angry again.
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13 Jan 2025
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Practice Makes Perfect by nekare
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
14 Oct 2014
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And it’s just. It’s too much. Weeks of pain and months of missing Steve and his mouth and the stupid shit that comes out of it; years of molding himself to his back at night and pretending there’s nothing else to it apart from sharing warmth; a decade of his stomach twisting with the foolish desire to make Steve laugh.
It's August and sweltering when Steve asks, out of nowhere, if Bucky wants to try kissing. Just to see what it's like. Bucky then spends far, far too many years pretending it didn't mean anything at all.- Language:
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08 Jan 2025
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“You know,” says Buck, considering, “When I first shipped out, I realized pretty quick that all the guys had something from their girls back home. Letters, handkerchiefs, pictures . . . you gonna give me something to look at?”
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07 Jan 2025
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Unusual Weather by novembersmith
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
03 Jul 2014
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Bucky’s been at the Avengers Tower for three weeks before he finally gives in to Steve’s gentle coaxing and Stark’s cheerful waving of fistfuls of circuits, and lets them scan the arm.
It doesn’t go well.
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06 Jan 2025