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love is a house by fandomrelapse
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types
25 Oct 2025
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Obi-Wan is 34 years old when he meets Anakin, an attractive man 16 years his junior with dreams of being an architect. They keep seeing each other: dinner, then movie, then sex. Obi-Wan falls in love but can't bring himself to admit it. Wants to be with Anakin, but can't square that with his public image as a respectable English professor. For a year, he keeps Anakin in the middle-distance.
Then Anakin disappears. A letter arrives telling him goodbye.
Or, a strangers-to-lovers-to-strangers-to-lovers story about falling apart, healing, and coming back together again.
Mind the tags. TWs for attempted suicide, extensive suicide discussion, mental health issues, hospitalization, and all that entails.
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Buck gets shitfaced after a bad call. He tries to kiss Eddie, who turns him down, worried that Buck will regret it, but discovers that his feelings for Eddie are reciprocated. He only remembers getting turned down.
When the boys finally get their shit sorted, Eddie refuses to be normal about it. He made a promise to himself that he'd never let Buck, or anyone else, have a scintilla of doubt about his love for his partner.
On the phone with the insurance company, he doesn’t say he's calling on behalf of his “boyfriend”—he says, “my beloved.” At a store, he tells the clerk he’s looking for something for “the man who hung the sun and the moon”. When a repairman comes by, asking for Buck, he says, “no, the light of my life is at a PTA meeting right now, but come right in.”
Buck finds this all deeply embarrassing, but he lets Eddie do it, because he could never deny him anything. And because of the delighted giggle it draws from Chris, to whom he could also deny nothing.
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Inspired by the poem, "Bone of my Bone and Flesh of my Flesh," by Ellen Bass.
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Eddie has spent years carefully tucking away his love for Buck. If it were just him, maybe he would have found the courage to say something about it. But nothing worth doing is without risk, and he can't take that risk for Chris.
But there are moments that cry out to be fulfilled; they can only be postponed for so long.
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Eddie finds out the Buckley parents made a baby box for Maddie but not for Buck. He reveals a memory box of his own.
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Neutron star collision by thedunesea
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Prequel Trilogy
19 Apr 2026
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When two neutron stars orbit each other closely, they spiral inward as time passes due to gravitational radiation. When the two neutron stars meet, their merger leads to the formation of either a more massive neutron star, or a black hole.
Anakin Skywalker died during Order 66; this is all Obi-Wan Kenobi knows until a gravely wounded Anakin lands on the ship where the survivors are trying to regroup.
The dark side clings to his former Padawan, and what happened in the Temple remains uncertain. When faced with a truth more terrible than he could have ever imagined, Obi-Wan chooses Anakin, even in his darkness. He cannot lose him twice.
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please leave a message by subcorax
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Dec 2025
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Sarah
Does anyone have the number for Shane's girl from Boston? I feel bad that they've been seeing each other for this long and we've never added her here.Jackie
Oh good point! Let me ask Hayden.Jackie has added Lily to the conversation
Lily
what
what is thisOr: Ilya Rozanov is, apparently, one of the girls.
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23 Jan 2026
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bedwarmer by hrodreptus (bvckbiter)
Fandoms: Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types
06 Dec 2025
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Kronos talks in his sleep, and Luke isn't all too happy with what he hears.
Or rather, whose name he hears.
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parks & recreation by luckee, septemberist
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types
21 Aug 2020
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Obi-Wan left his apartment in the city with the hope that a walk in nature might help to cure his writer’s block. He didn’t expect to nearly fall off a cliff, and he certainly didn’t plan to be found by the world’s most beautiful—and infuriating—park ranger.
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13 Dec 2025
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There's No Mystery to This Man by Selective_attention
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
18 Nov 2022
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Eddie felt like a fool, sure. He couldn't not feel stupid at the apparent death grip the sight of Steve Harrington in that god forsaken sailor suit had on his soul. And his erection, but that wasn't a conversation for polite company. He also felt like an absolute loser because as much time as he'd spent sitting on the bench directly outside Scoops Ahoy, he couldn't bring himself to actually go in.
He was a freak.
Not stupid.
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Eddie takes a uncalculated risk at Starcourt...
And it pays off--
SEQUEL IS UP
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13 Dec 2025