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    “We’re pregnant,” Shane said again. “Ilya! We’re having a fucking baby!”

    “A little baby Hollander, with an adorable little nose and dark eyes.”

    “A little baby Rozanov, with curly hair,” Shane said, looking up at Ilya with an awestruck expression. “And beautiful hazel eyes.”

    “With dark hair and freckles,” Ilya countered.

    “With a crooked nose and crooked smile,” Shane said. Tears were beginning to gather in the corner of his eyes.

    “A broken nose is not passed down that way, I am thinking.”

    “Shut up,” Shane said. Then he looked chagrined. “I mean, I love you.”

    Or: Ilya Rozanov is pregnant.

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    “Shane?” Ilya asks, unable to move from where he is sitting on the bed as anticipation rises within him. “Is it–”

    “Looks like someone wanted to join in on Papa’s birthday celebrations,” Shane says shakily as he walks towards the bed again and hands Ilya the test.

    Ilya doesn’t waste a single second before looking down at it, having to see for himself before it can feel real.

    He breaks out into tears as soon as he sees the two pink lines staring back at him.

    “Fuck, Shane,” Ilya cries, finally able to stand to throw his arms around his husband.

    “You’re pregnant,” Shane says, lifting him off the ground. “You’re really pregnant.”

    Ilya can’t help the loud, happy laugh that escapes him at Shane’s reaction. “We’re having a baby!”

    (or snapshots of Ilya’s pregnancy after he finds out he’s pregnant on his birthday.)

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    08 Jul 2026

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    “Baby.” Shane drew back a little. Ilya had to fight back to the groan at the sudden absence of his mouth on his neck, the heat of his tongue now gone. “You can tell me.” There was a little furrow between his brows as he stared at Ilya, eyes searching his face.

    “It’s just…I’ve been thinking about it.”

    There. It was out. He said it.

    “What about it?”

    Shane planted a wet kiss on Ilya’s jaw, sucking at the skin a little there. Ilya’s hands twitched on Shane’s waist. “I want…I think maybe I want to…try it?”

    A moan fell from Shane’s lips right as Ilya spoke, just as he finally kissed Ilya on the mouth. His hands tightened in Ilya’s curls, tugging so sharply that it almost hurt. The pinpricks twisted into pleasure, pleasure that joined the heat in Ilya’s veins. “Fuck,” he whispered under his breath.

    “Really, baby?” Shane said, his tongue darting into Ilya’s mouth, running over his bottom lip. “You want to try?”

    “Yes, but…” Ilya felt that deep, dark part of him rise as he fought to get the next words out. He swallowed, inhaled. “I think maybe I am a little scared.”

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    ilya tries and fails not to want to bottom for shane. shane grants him his wish.

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    07 Jul 2026

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    For the first time in his hockey career, Shane Hollander drops his gloves on the ice. Ignoring everything he's been told about needing to be the Canadian Golden boy of hockey, he defends his husband without having to think.

    With thousands of people watching.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    Yes. I noticed. A pause, then: Also you looked very good out there. Almost made me forget you are my patient.

    Former patient, Shane corrected before he could even think twice about it, then cursed his own brain. He gnawed the inside of his cheek raw. 

    Mmm. Former. Another pause. Shane's mind supplied him a very unhelpful memory of Ilya's humming, felt it resonate deep inside of him, with a need he didn't want to name but could. Are you home?

    In which Dr. Rozanov gets intimate with Shane's eyes... and elsewhere.

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