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Now he sits in the room, waiting for Dr. Lyra to come back. They did a CT scan for some reason. But Buck didn't think too much of it, thinking they just wanted to be cautious. But when she came back into the room, he could tell something was wrong.
"Hello again, Buck." Buck didn't let her finish, knowing she was just gonna best around the bush about it.
"What is it?"
"What do you mean?" Buck scoffs.
"I know that look. That's the look people get when they have to tell me yet another thing is wrong with me, so what is it?" Dr. Lyra sighs. She always hated giving news like this to patients.
"We did a CT scan as you know. And we found something that we originally thought was a blood clot in your brain." Buck nodded waiting for her to continue. He had a feeling he knew where this was going.
"I'm sorry Buck. We found cancerous tumors in the temporal and occipital lobe in your brain." Buck closes his eyes and turns away. In a way he feels like he's known for a while. But he never thought it was serious. It's like, you know when your brain tries to trick you into thinking you have cancer, or internal bleeding or something, but you never actually believe it.
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Bookmarked by fevernightmare
25 Jun 2026
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After waking up in the hospital with a bad case of amnesia, Evan Buckley is reverted to his sixteen year old self. Much to the 118's surprise, this version of Buck is nothing like the man they've come to know and love. He's shy, skittish and quiet- everything their Buck is not. What could possibly have made their friend turn out like this?
And why do none of them have any idea about his past? Will Buck be able to keep his secrets, or will his sixteen year old self ruin everything he worked so hard to hide?
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Bookmarked by fevernightmare
17 Jun 2026
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The Buckley siblings were just trying to have a nice holiday, a bit of sibling bonding time away from the chaos of LA, unfortunately the universe has other plans.
Towards the end of a ten hour flight to England flight BA268 disappears, and Buck and Maddie just so happen to be on the passenger manifest.
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“Brace for emergency landing”.
The cabin crew began yelling “Brace, brace, head down, stay down. Brace, brace, head down, stay down.”
Buck hadn’t been scared of much in his life, he was an adrenaline junkie, he ran into burning buildings for a living. But this? This was probably the most scared he’d ever been. Usually he had control, usually he knew what he was doing. He chose to go up that ladder, he chose to run into burning buildings, he chose to tempt fate. But right now he was in a huge metal coffin falling from 12,510 metres towards the Atlantic ocean, and he had no control whatsoever.
He pulled his phone out and opened the group chat he had with Hen, Eddie, Chimney, Bobby and Athena, “plane going down im sorry i love you” and hit send.
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14 Jun 2026
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a leaf falls on loneliness [Podfic] by blackglass for iimpossible_things
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
17 Oct 2023
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A podfic of a leaf falls on loneliness by iimpossible_things.
"Buck doesn’t think that if he were to say, “I’m in a bad place”, that anyone would turn him away. Really, he doesn’t. The 118 has too many good, kind people for that.
But every time he wants to open his mouth, to say something, to reach out to Eddie or Bobby or Hen or Chim, he hears Eddie yelling, “you’re exhausting.”
—you’re exhausting, you’re exhausting, you’re exhausting—
So each day he does his job and he laughs and he jokes and he pretends he’s the care-free goofball he’s always been. And each day he packs away his bruises and his worries, takes them home to his empty loft with its quiet rooms, and licks his wounds in silence."
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Bookmarked by fevernightmare
12 Jun 2026
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He snaps a quick picture and sends it to Eddie.
Buck
*picture of black cat*
meet eddie!Eddie
umwhat
Buck
i found her on the streetEddie
and she had a name tag?Buck
no, she’s a stray. i named herEddie
i once again askwhat
Or: After Eddie moves to Texas, Buck adopts a stray cat and names it Eddie.
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27 May 2026