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  1. Public Bookmark 20

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    "You've got a tell, Detective Rozanov."

    Hollander's voice was soft, almost fond.

    "When you're scared, your accent thickens."

    Or: Shane Hollander is finally in custody. Five victims survived him. Detective Ilya Rozanov is assigned to interview the man everyone's been hunting for years, but the investigation is far from over.

    Hollander, however, seems far more interested in his interrogator than in his own defense.

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    07 Jul 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has a plan.

    He and Shane are stupidly, disgustingly, almost offensively in love. They want a family. They're ready for the next impossible thing.

    Just one problem: Shane has two good years left on the ice, and while he wants a baby, he is not ready to be pregnant.

    Ilya is.

    Ilya is thirty-seven, retired or close enough to taste it, and in possession of what he considers several important advantages: excellent genetics, Olympic hips, and an undeniable talent for getting exactly what he wants. He would thrive being pregnant. Shane would thrive managing the logistics.

    Ilya offers to carry.

    Is simple. An easy workaround. Two alphas, one rare compatibility loophole, a spreadsheet, and a baby at the end of it.

    Unfortunately, nothing about Ilya Rozanov has ever been simple.

    And that is before the cravings, the hormones, the Jackie Pike alliance, and Hayden Pike’s dawning horror that Shane Hollander may be winning the husband Olympics.

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    07 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 44

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    llya Rozanov left Russia with two things: a hockey contract and a plan to never belong to anyone again.

    Shane Hollander was supposed to be the rivalry. First overall, second overall, opposite teams, opposite cities. That's where it was supposed to end.
    It didn't end there.

    Shane has Mia — his twin sister, the one person who has always known everything without being told, the support he didn't know he needed until she was already there.

    Ilya has a cross around his neck that belongs to someone else, a letter worn soft from being read too many times, and a father who is starting to forget things in ways that can't be undone.

    Ilya's mother is alive — he just doesn't know where yet.

    He built an exit route. He didn't plan for what was waiting at the end of it.

    Hold Your Breath — a story about hockey, immigration, a gold cross, and two people who are catastrophically bad at saying what they mean until they aren't.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    Shane’s eyes drop down, landing on Ilya’s mouth—except all that does is bombard him with fifty different images of what Ilya’s lips would look like with saliva dripping down his chin, cheeks rosy-red, gazing up at Shane with hazy, galaxy eyes as he lies naked and ruined in their sheets.

    And then, because Shane never learned how to control his lovesick mind when it comes to Ilya, that thought is immediately accompanied by the image of Ilya all fucked-out, his blushing face panting with the exertion of keeping his thighs spread, of being taken apart. He thinks about Ilya moaning and whimpering, hole fluttering helplessly as Shane teases it with his tongue, his fingers, his cock, thinks about Ilya begging for him, to let him cum—

    “Shane?”

    —and suddenly Shane’s hungry in a completely different way.

    (It’s 8:02 in the morning when Shane watches Ilya sleep—dead to the world, curls a mess, with drool dripping down pink lips and onto their silk pillows—and thinks, I want to fuck my boyfriend.)

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    05 Jul 2026

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    There was nothing Ilya loved more than fucking Shane Hollander – except, as he’d finally said out loud, maybe Shane Hollander himself.

    The time at the cottage was perfect – more than perfect. Lifechanging. Universe-shifting. He had a boyfriend. A family. Everything he’d ever wanted – except that now it was time to go home, and deal with the one thing he still didn’t want to talk about.

    His heat.

    His disgusting, miserable, painful heat – that he would handle alone. Like he always did. But then Shane was asking him why, and that was the question, wasn’t it? Why, why, why?

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    05 Jul 2026