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IN THE STARS



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    ~ Jisung has been a Traveller, slipping into different worlds through the consciousness of his counterparts, for half his life. He sticks to his protocols, stays off of SWORD's radar, and stays safe. He doesn't need Minho to protect him anymore, and he refuses to let him back into his life. But apparently his new counterpart, a K-pop idol of all things, has other plans. ~

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    18 Apr 2026

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    THIS IS PERFECTION EVERYTHING I'VE BEEN LOOKING FOR

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    “Goodnight!” he heard Seungmin say when he passed him on his way to his own bedroom.

    “Night,” Minho said.

    “Don’t stay up too late, Hyung,” Seungmin said.

    “I won’t,” Minho said.

    He felt a tension in the air, like he knew Seungmin wanted to say something else to him but chose not to. Seungmin was good at noticing things. But Minho was adamant to keep his issues to himself, especially in this situation. Or at the least, the details to himself, for as long as he possibly could.

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    Stray Kids members start to worry when Minho begins struggling with his sleep. What is happening?

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    31 Jan 2026

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    so yeah i read this a while back but it was downloaded
    point is THIS STORY HAS MY HEART, LITERALLY
    IT FEELS LIKE LISTENING TO this side of paradise by the coyote theory
    so yes reread whenever you wanna cry and feel flutters all over again

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    “Hyung,” Jisung breathes out. “What about god?"

    Minho huffs. Finally, that awful tug in his heart isn’t something he has to worry about. “Well, he’s not in the picture anymore.”

    Jisung raises his eyebrows. “Really?”

    “Really. I…don’t know if he’ll come back. But it definitely won’t be in the same way. I don’t want to feel guilty for—“

    Loving you.

    “—for who I am,” Minho says.

    OR: Minho learns to dance to his own tune.

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    12 Jan 2026

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    Didn't know I'd find my mom here but I guess ao3 really has got everything.
    Reread whenever you want to remember I guess

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    The cold flash turns back to hot, and Seungmins’s face feels like it’s on fire. He does a rapid internal scan of his body, thinking, ‘am I about to faint?' that would be embarrassing,’ before realising, no, he’s not about to faint, he’s just about to have a panic attack. Sitting at his desk at work. For absolutely no reason. Again.

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    Minho finds Seungmin having an anxiety attack squished into the storage room at their office.

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    09 Aug 2025

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    Such good description 10/10

  5. Public Bookmark 13

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    Jisung needs Minho in the same way he needs to run straight to bed after a tiring day, which is the kind of need that more than need is want. He can breathe and live without Minho, he just doesn’t really want to.

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    03 Aug 2025

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    Sweet minsung