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  1. Public Bookmark 29

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    Prem reads online from so called fans how he's not good enough (chubby, bad actor etc) and that Boun deserves a better partner.
    It causes him to stop eating and work really hard at everything to be "better". Once Boun finds out he's concerned, sad that Prem would ever think he's not worthy, and PISSED at the so called fans.

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    08 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 24

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    Charlie's issues cause Nick some of his own.
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    Plz for the love of Earth and your own mental health plz read the tags and beginning note before reading this.

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    16 Oct 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 37

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    TRIGGER WARNING: This fic deals with heavy subjects including suicide and depression. Please read the tags. Please take care of yourself.

    Jungkook doesn't think about suicide 100% of the time anymore, great, now what?
    Jungkook embarks on the path of healing that he hadn't realized would be this difficult. He tries to balance his new "normal" life with the burnt remains of his tattered mind. When seemingly simple things can send you into a spiral of self-destruction, it makes life seem impossible to get through. But it's worth it, right?

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    “What if I love you too much and that’s why I’m pushing you away?”
    “That’s not it,” he says. “It’s not that you love me too much, it’s that you don’t love yourself enough.”

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    08 Feb 2023

  4. Public Bookmark 52

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    TRIGGER WARNING: This fic deals with heavy subjects including suicide and depression. Please read the tags. Please take care of yourself.

    Jungkook is stopped for the fourth time from killing himself by a pesky 3rd shift parking violation cop. That's when the officer with a heart of gold buys him pizza and gives him a place to stay for the night. Jungkook meets eating disorder survivor Jimin and gets the news that the love of his life, Taehyung, has come back into town unexpectedly in search for Jungkook after a year of silence. Jungkook learns to let people in and that there might be a life worth living outside of disorders.

     

    "Taehyung stands there with slumped shoulders and a hurt look on his face until I’m pulled into a room where I can’t see him anymore.

    I collapse onto the first chair I see in the locker room and burst into tears. I want to die and the only person that makes me feel alive is standing out there alone and in pain because of me.

    What the fuck have I done?"

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    28 Jan 2023