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• i don't starve 'cause i hate my body, i just starve cause i'm fucking broke by funeralcockroach

  Fandoms: Lords of Chaos (2018), Mayhem (Band)  

  • Explicit
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  24 Jun 2026

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Dead | Per Yngve Ohlin/Euronymous | Øystein Aarseth
  • Dead | Per Yngve Ohlin
  • Euronymous | Øystein Aarseth
  • Starvation
  • Poverty
  • Hand Jobs
  • Abuse
  • Dubious Consent
  • Emotional Manipulation

  Summary

  norway wasn't working out.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,079

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Kudos:

  13

  Bookmarks:

  1

  Hits:

  103

• i could only leave you once we're both dead, dead by funeralcockroach

  Fandoms: Lords of Chaos (2018), Mayhem (Band)  

  • Explicit
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  17 Jun 2026

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Dead | Per Yngve Ohlin/Euronymous | Øystein Aarseth
  • Dead | Per Yngve Ohlin
  • Euronymous | Øystein Aarseth
  • Emetophilia
  • Anal Fingering
  • Anal Sex
  • Hand Jobs
  • Urination
  • Watersports
  • Vomiting
  • Dubious Consent
  • Choking
  • Strangulation
  • Degradation
  • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
  • Hangover
  • Teasing
  • Near Death Experiences
  • Name-Calling

  Summary

  paying the price for being too easy

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  6,117

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  8

  Kudos:

  19

  Bookmarks:

  1

  Hits:

  236

• watch me writhe by funeralcockroach

  Fandoms: Lords of Chaos (2018), Mayhem (Band)  

  • Explicit
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  11 Jun 2026

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Dead | Per Yngve Ohlin/Euronymous | Øystein Aarseth
  • Dead | Per Yngve Ohlin
  • Euronymous | Øystein Aarseth
  • Blood
  • Blood and Gore
  • Scents & Smells
  • Strangulation
  • Choking
  • Anal Fingering
  • Anal Sex
  • Hand Jobs
  • Crying
  • Suicidal Thoughts
  • Implied/Referenced Suicide
  • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
  • Depression

  Summary

  what else did he expect?

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  3,914

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  8

  Kudos:

  19

  Hits:

  229

• cuts and bedsores by funeralcockroach

  Fandoms: Lords of Chaos (2018), Mayhem (Band)  

  • Explicit
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  28 May 2026

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Dead | Per Yngve Ohlin/Euronymous | Øystein Aarseth
  • Dead | Per Yngve Ohlin
  • Euronymous | Øystein Aarseth
  • Self-Harm
  • Suicidal Thoughts
  • Blackmail
  • Manipulation
  • Anal Sex
  • Oral Sex
  • Implied/Referenced Sexual Assault
  • Dirty Talk
  • Gross
  • Forced Feminization
  • Feminization

  Summary

  reconciliation through necrophilia fantasy

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  4,402

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  4

  Kudos:

  16

  Bookmarks:

  1

  Hits:

  242

• in that auld lang room by funeralcockroach

  Fandoms: Lords of Chaos (2018), Mayhem (Band)  

  • Explicit
  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  14 May 2026

  Tags

  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
  • Dead | Per Yngve Ohlin/Euronymous | Øystein Aarseth
  • Dead | Per Yngve Ohlin
  • Euronymous | Øystein Aarseth
  • Self-Harm
  • Depression
  • Wound Care
  • Implied/Referenced Suicide
  • Emotional Manipulation
  • Sexual Tension

  Summary

  clean one wound, finger fuck the other.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,271

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Kudos:

  24

  Bookmarks:

  1

  Hits:

  207