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    In Good Time by for gaialux

    Fandoms: Supernatural  

    06 May 2021

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    It shouldn’t bother him, he thinks as he limps down the hallway at a snail’s pace, the click-clack of his cane echoing in the corridor, the way Sam is so transparent about all the small things he does to take care of Dean. It’s just that Dean lived for so many years with the certainty that Sam was his to take care of that he doesn’t know what to do with himself now that the roles are so obviously reversed. 

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    Dean's palm would be rougher by

    Fandoms: Supernatural  

    25 Jul 2014

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    Sam lets himself imagine Dean’s hand, hot and tight with blood against Sam’s cheek. Dean’s fingers would slide into his hair, hot over his ear, fingertips scritching and playing. He imagines Dean making the compulsory comment about Sam’s princess locks. Sam puts his own hand to his face distractedly. Dean’s palm would be rougher, hotter, heavier, better.

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    you will find him even when he is not there by

    Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)  

    29 Oct 2024

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    "What could possibly make you stop just like that?"

    Sam anticipated this. Because there must be a reason Sam quit, why he'd forsake the family business, even when the rest of the family was dead and gone. Wanting to be safe or normal doesn't cut it anymore, not after Hell, and the Cage, and Leviathans.

    "A girl?" Dean prods, digging fingers into wounds Sam’s still visibly nursing. Knowing he's hit a pressure point, Dean latches on, unceasing: "Was there a girl?"

    For a moment, Sam imagines the truth. The sweet, fleeting satisfaction of bursting that bubble. Imagines if he told his brother: No. There was a boy.
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    AU of S8 where Sam falls in love with someone else, until the relationship takes an uncomfortably familiar turn.

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    Incidentally, It Was Christmas by for out_of_nowhere

    Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)  

    02 Jan 2024

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    Sam comes out to his brother. Dean handles it about as well as to be expected, and is pretty cool about it--right up until he realizes something rather distressing about himself. That it's Christmastime is purely incidental.

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    Making the Cut by

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    08 Nov 2019

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    It has been 3 months since Sam was kidnapped by a deranged admirer with a serious hair fetish. After his release the young Winchester is still haunted by nightmares about the encounter, but it is getting better. Or so he thought. Because one night everything just gets a whole lot worse, and he can no longer tell if his mind is playing tricks on him or not. What is real and what isn't?

    - Sequel to "Anonymous Devotion" -

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    22 Jun 2026