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He’s thought about it before. If he just reached inside, dug his hands in and pulled on the fringes of the collective unconscious, he could bring Akechi back. Could even bring back Isshiki Wakaba, Okumura Kunikazu, and the rest of them if he felt so inclined. He knows he could even if he’s never tried, the power pulsing through his blood, making his fingers twitch. It wouldn’t even be particularly hard. And it wouldn’t have to stop there; if Yaldabaoth could manipulate the masses and Maruki could alter reality to his whim, Akira could do any of those things, and more.
(Turns out, shooting a couple gods in the face makes you something of a god yourself.)
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18 Jun 2026
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And Goro thinks: This isn’t Kurusu. Kurusu is gone. This doll you created isn’t him—and if you think I’ll be won over by you dangling it in front of me, you truly know nothing about me.
It's January, and Maruki's given everyone what he thinks he wants. But Goro never wanted Akira Kurusu like this.
Written for Antithesis: A Joker/Crow Role Swap Zine (2022)
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18 Jun 2026
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COME BACK ALIVE by AozoraNoShita for magdalenes (ariadnes)
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
28 May 2026
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Dazai and Atsushi have a totally normal conversation about time loops in a terrible diner. Nothing else happens. Dazai and Atsushi have a totally normal conversation about time loops in a terrible diner. Nothing else happens? Dazai and Atsushi have a totally normal conversation about time loops in a terrible diner. Okay maybe something weird is happening.
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04 Jun 2026
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my lonely sleepless pillow by magdalenes (ariadnes) for mynameisyarra
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
28 May 2026
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"I'm not really the romantic sort, Atsushi-kun," Dazai says with a shrug. "To me it's all just… hm, a means to an end."
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- Part 1 of slake my thirst
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01 Jun 2026
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but i digress, at least i’ve tried my very best, i guess! by valleykey
Fandoms: Persona 5
14 May 2025
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“You’re my favorite mask Joker,” Goro says. “No one compares to you. Not your stupid fucking thieves, or my stupid fucking father, or anyone. You’re my favorite person.”
For a moment, Ren just holds his stare. Stupidly, Goro feels embarrassed, and then embarrassed for feeling embarrassed, and angry he’s doing this at all, playing this stupid fucking game that Ren probably, probably already knows all about. But maybe this time Ren will finally fucking— “Hm,” they say, which could mean anything, but then they smile, small and sincere. “I like you a lot too, Akechi.”
Goro wants to scream.
///OR: Akechi has BPD. Akechi has an FP. Akechi wants to tell Ren his feelings. So he does. Again. And again. And - at this point, it's a matter of pride.
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write until my fingers bleed by GallifreyanFairytale for jounoism
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
24 May 2026
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Sigma tucks the letter into the pocket of their coat, keeping it close. They understand Dazai’s wariness—and some part of them does agree with his insistence to not bother opening it.
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That’s a cruelty Sigma can’t quite make themself believe Nikolai deserves.
the words that make up nikolai's cage, delivered to sigma at the armed detective agency office on a tuesday at 10:28 a.m.
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Dazai trapezes back into his life with a wink and a smile. “Suicide is back on the table, baby!”
“Oh darling,” Fyodor says.
(OR: Dazai comes to the keeper of the cemetery at quarter past one in the morning.)
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25 May 2026
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don't let bitterness become you by persimmonsandcats
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
25 Sep 2024
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“Chuuya.” Dazai says, in a way that makes Chuuya think Dazai has said his name once already.
“Dazai.” He responds. When he looks up, he accidentally focuses on Dazai’s mouth, the deep raw color of the bruise growing on his cheek. Chuuya blinks, rocks on his feet, looks away.
“I said did you kill them?” Dazai asks after a long pause. His voice is uncomfortably even.
Chuuya looks at Dazai and the violence in his eyes shakes him to his core. His stomach floods with want. His toes curl in his shoes.
Chuuya nods, a jerk of his head. His ribs ache. Dazai evaluates him.
“We need to go.” Dazai says.
I am afraid of the power you hold over me, Chuuya thinks and says—
“Yeah.”
Dazai steps on a body when they leave, eyes trained elsewhere. It makes a sound like ice cracking.
Dazai doesn’t look down.
The palms of Chuuya’s hands itch.
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24 May 2026
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I didn't fall in love (I rose in it) by blue_wonderer
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
23 Mar 2024
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Dazai finds an angel dressed in a Sailor Venus outfit on a high-rise rooftop in Yokohama.
“You’re beautiful,” he says to the boy lying face-up in a thick bed of snow. The freezing night air has leeched color from his skin except for the strawberry-red splotching the underside of his exposed limbs and the purple-blue staining his fingertips.
“Would you do me the honor of committing suicide with me?”
Spectacular heterochromia saturates Dazai’s world, and all he can think is, burn, burn, burn like fabulous yellow Roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars.
His angel with firework eyes shrugs thin shoulders, all bone white and blue like a bruised moon, and wearily sighs,
“Yeah, sure. Why not?”
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Dazai and Atsushi meet, dance, rob a department store, and jump off the bridge together. Not necessarily in that order.
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talking so brave and so sweet by magdalenes (ariadnes)
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
20 Dec 2025
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Atsushi says, apropos of nothing, "I don't need a babysitter."
Dazai considers this and decides to respond with all the dignity such an accusation deserves. He slumps forward, half over the steering wheel, and nearly sends them into on-coming traffic. "Wow!" he moans, "Break my heart, why don't you, Atsushi-kun! A babysitter," he repeats, mournfully. "Is that what you think I am?"
Atsushi braces himself with both hands against the dashboard, but otherwise ignores him. He continues, "I made a mistake."
All things considered, this is a bit of an understatement.
In which, Dazai misses the point, Atsushi is put on medical leave, and there's only one bed.
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why didn’t you take me with you? by LuckilyIamNotTheDove
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
04 Feb 2026
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He was mostly alone. It was only natural by such cool weather, so late in the evening. Maybe he should have followed the other peoples example or at least put something warmer on than his usual clothes, especially in the russian winter. The only thing lighting him the way, were the golden shines of street lamps. It was a way he didn’t think he would ever go. Over the time of his live Dazai Osamu had killed many and hasn’t visited any of their graves. But he wasn’t anyone.
or after Fyodors death, Dazai visits his grave, held back feelings come out and Dazais realizes that he doesn't want to be without Fyodor
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Their relationship is fine as it is. They work together, they fuck, they work together again like Dazai wasn’t moaning his name mere hours ago, rinse and repeat. That’s it. Staying in the morning, no matter how convenient it would be, might do more harm than good.
“Ranpo-san, Dazai-san! The usual?”
Alright, and occasionally, they also hang out outside the Agency and the bed, but just like the sex they have on a regular basis doesn’t make them a couple, spending time together doesn’t make this a date. The fact that they come here often enough the barista recognizes them only serves as proof of that. These aren’t dates. They’re treats for solving yet another case and saving the day from crime and corruption, yes.
- or, Ranpo and Dazai definitely not having a little date.
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- Part 14 of Prompts/Requests
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16 May 2026
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lovelovelove!! this is so perfect thats THEM!!
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tell me all the things you wanna do by GallifreyanFairytale for hannieuphoria
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
30 Jul 2025
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a study on dazai osamu and want, told through dry humping and bad sex
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- Part 10 of fresh and fruity (battleship 2025)
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16 May 2026
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In the year 1963, there were two deaths in the Meursault School of Arts and Letters.
Here is a depiction of the situation as recounted by one of the people involved.
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“Oh,” Fyodor says. “Okay. Do you have life insurance?”
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12 May 2026
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You can be free and still come home. You can change and still choose me.
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AITA for accidentally hitting my son(m19) with my(m37) car after he abandoned me to live with his weird russian boyfriend who hates him?
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- Part 2 of Heart Swells / Pacific Daylight Time
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11 May 2026
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He falls.
This is story repeating itself, you realize.atsushi nakajima's life has been one marked by pain.
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Dazai dies on the Wednesday, and Chuuya grieves like a dog waiting at an open door.
The force of it nearly kills him.
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30 Jan 2026
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I dont think ive ever read a fic that made me this sad. hits a little too close to home!
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I could do so much more with you, he’d sworn, studying Sheep-stained bracelets — longing for a claustrophobic place in his skeptical ribcage. To wound from the inside.
See?, he would have said, from that carcass. You bleed too.
Or: Soukoku, in three acts.
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Fyodor is eight, when he meets Dazai. He’s at a chess tournament and Dazai is the only one who has made it worth it. Made it interesting. He’s the only one who is playing at the same level as Fyodor. Fyodor loves chess but he hasn’t felt challenged in what seems like a long time. Not until Dazai, that is.
They’re in the final game. Dazai and Fyodor are two children lost in a world that has nothing to do with anyone but them. Dazai has one of his eyes covered with a bandage. His hair is almost but exactly not the same color as Fyodor’s. He plays aggressively and recklessly and so carefully measured Fyodor feels it all the way to his toes, swinging in their too tight shoes, unable to touch the ground.
They draw.
“I’m Dazai.” Dazai says afterward. Like Fyodor, English is slightly stilted on Dazai’s tongue, rounded awkwardly around different syllables than it should be.
“I’m Fyodor.” Fyodor responds. Dazai mouths Fyodor’s name to himself. “It’s Russian.” Fyodor explains quietly, used to other children not being able to say his name, teasing him.
“Fyodor.” Dazai repeats. “You’re good at chess.” He adds bluntly.
Fyodor feels something stronger than happiness, quiet and content, low in his soul.