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    Till’s gotten better at hallucinating, lately.

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    02 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 12

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    “You must remember that no matter what, I love you. This is an unchangeable fact, okay, Till?” He nods against her hands.

    “And do not forget that you love so deeply and strongly. That is why you find it all so painful.

    the becoming of till and his surrounding relationships.

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    01 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 79

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    Till could—could—roll himself out of bed like a lumpy sack of potatoes, squat down on his shaky, willowy legs, dig through the drawers for a toy, awkwardly attempt to use said toy on himself and risk a wrist cramp, again, or he could wake Ivan’s sorry ass up and demand reparations for the situation he put Till in (with Till’s consent.)

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    28 Jun 2026

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    “Gross,” slips out of his mouth unbidden.

    “I distinctly recall telling you to cut back on the caffeine in high school,” Ivan hums, placing a steaming cup of black coffee in front of him. “All of the sudden, you think coffee is unappetizing?”

    “No, I’m—” Till stammers, clutching the mug desperately just to have something to do with his hands. “Sorry. Thanks.”

    “He was talking about us."

    Sixteen-year-old Till stumbles into the future, where he's married. To Ivan, of all people.

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    26 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 18

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    KINKTOBER 2025 - DAY 7 & 21: BLOODPLAY AND MONSTERFUCKING

    “I was just fucking around,” Till whispers, trying to pull up the sleeve of the jacket with his shaking hands. He fumbles it at first, then again, before finally growling in frustration and ripping the entire jacket off his body. He’s wearing a short-sleeved black T-shirt despite the cold, a pair of striped arm warmers fixed in place over his forearms. They don’t reach above the elbows though, where Ivan can see the shape of the cuts on Till’s soft inner arm easily. 

    His name, carved painstakingly into the flesh.

    I V A N

    Till doesn't smell the same. It's the first thing Ivan notices, the first thing that alerts him that Till is not Till anymore.

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    16 Jun 2026