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    Ilya Rozanov is the perfect embodiment of what it means to be an alpha: dominant, relentless, proud of his caste, with no intention of hiding it.

    Shane Hollander, against all odds, has proven he can be far more than an omega—as long as that truth doesn’t interfere with hockey, the only place where he allows himself to exist without labels.

    In the world of hockey, they are declared enemies. While Ilya embraces his nature and displays it without shame, Shane fights to prove there is something beyond biology, something that cannot be measured in pheromones or hierarchies.

    Everything fractures when Shane’s suppressants fail during an NHL event. With no options left and against all logic, he is forced to turn to Ilya.

    No one knows exactly what happened that night. And although Shane adamantly refuses to repeat it, Ilya begins to give in to a pull that understands neither pride, nor rivalry, nor rules.

    Nature does not forget.
    And it does not forgive.

    Or: Ilya Rozanov offers to help Shane Hollander during his heat.

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    07 Jan 2026

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    “I was looking forward to last night,” Rozanov says, soft. His pinky finger touches the back of Shane’s hand, just barely, feather light, as if Shane is something fragile.

    Something is—off, that has nothing to do with the floaty feeling of the painkillers in his system. Rozanov is looking at him, and his gaze is weighted, pinning him in place. There are bags under his eyes and a slight tilt to the corner of his mouth and his pinky is hooked onto Shane’s and there’s something at the edge of Shane’s consciousness, like chasing a dream, that’s telling him he’s missing something, he’s supposed to remember something—

    “I’m sorry,” Shane stammers out. “Did we have plans or something scheduled for last night? I’m having some trouble remembering.”
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    Shane's concussion is a little worse than previously thought. an amnesia au

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    07 Jan 2026

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    Nothing feels right or good. Not the weight of his pads or the glide of his skates over fresh ice. Not the crispness of the rink air or the roar of a sold out Montreal crowd. Not his teammates’ triumphant shouts when he sinks a goal or cool water in his throat after a hard workout or well wishing texts from his parents before every game. It’s all just… faded.

    Grey.

    Empty.

    Shane doesn’t know how to bring color back into his life. Not when he leeched it out himself with every step he took away from the only person who has ever truly, honestly seen him.

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    After Shane walks away, his life falls apart one piece at a time.

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    06 Jan 2026

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    “Fuck.” Shane melted into the strong hand at his neck, the pressure over his throat and the heat of the Alpha’s palm. “Fuck, that’s–” his eyes started to flutter closed, his knees going weak, but he heard the Alpha huff a laugh and immediately stiffened again. 

    “Don’t do that.” he warned. “Don’t laugh like me letting you put your hand on my throat is predictable submissive Omega behavior and you're making fun of me."

    “That is not why i was laughing.” Ilya squeezed Shane’s throat lightly, his thumb pressing over the suppressant patch covering the Omega's bonding spot and blocking his sweet scent. “I thought you would fight it, fight submitting. But you didn’t.”

    “No I–” Shane swallowed hard. “I like it.” 

    “Good.” Ilya smiled slow and a little dangerous, running his tongue over his bottom lip and then over the sharp ends of his fangs before he leaned in and growled into the Omega’s ear. “Now get on your knees.”

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    06 Jan 2026

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    Four months before the MLH draft, Shane Hollander stops playing hockey. No one knows why.

    (alternatively, a Heated Rivalry (mostly) Canon Divergence AU where Shane runs a hockey camp and Ilya needs to find the purpose of his life)

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    05 Jan 2026