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  1. Public Bookmark 29

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    Paul and John share a few drinks after a long set at the Kaiserkeller. Things get out of hand.

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    29 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 14

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    It was just for a laugh.

    It had been a quick comment John made. A quip. A witty remark.

    Of course, he didn’t really mean it.

    John had jokingly said to ‘push Paul out first, he’s the prettiest’ when he saw the bombarding crowds of fans awaiting them. Everyone laughed. Even Paul laughed. But the comment lingered in Paul's head for weeks. Torturing him, poking him in the hip like a thorn and keeping him awake.

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    28 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 1

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    Paul wakes up in his bed, but not the right bed with his husband next to him, one from fifty years ago. He thinks he's going crazy, a bunch of dead people are all around him and now he has to relive one of the worst periods of his life. But, wait, is John back with him?

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    22 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 4

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    “Why don’t…why don’t you share me, just for the night?” Her sweet voiced chimed in, small between the two taller men at her side

    John grimaced at Paul before looking down to the blonde

    To their lustful eyes, any blonde looked just liked Bardot, and my was this one just as much a looker.

    She was pale, natural blush coating the apple of her cheeks.

    Her breast were held secured by her low-cut dress which hugged her curves in all the right places; She was just a night they couldn’t pass up

    She waiting patiently for a response before smiling, they’re eyes silently agreeing to her request

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    20 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 1

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    ...If it wasn’t for the small bath, or for Paul needing to get in it in the first place, or even the fact that Paul’s pale thighs looked so deliciously and immorally tempting when wet and soapy, he wouldn’t have stared and entertained the thoughts that began to fill his mind and make him go slowly crazy. That was when his need for Paul surfaced, and every time John found himself thinking that particular strain of thought, he swore he was getting crazier, his need greater.

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    19 Jun 2026