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    Ilya has always known Shane could do better than him. It shouldn’t come as a surprise that he’s finally found it.

    Found someone else.

    Because that’s what this is, isn’t it?

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    14 Jun 2026

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    “Morning, champ,” Buck says as he watches Eddie blink awake.

    Eddie smiles lazily and throws an arm over Buck’s waist, pulling him closer. “Champ,” he mumbles, laughing fondly. “Morning, handsome.”

    Buck isn’t sure what’s worse: that this could be never-ending trial and error, or that he’ll never beat Eddie at his own game. That’s two easy points for Eddie to Buck’s zero.

    Buck is desperate to find the pet name that best suits Eddie, because that's what a good friend and boyfriend would do! He's also trying not to say 'I love you' too soon, because it is too soon... right?

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    14 Jun 2026

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    “It’s true,” Rose says. “Shane was an amazing boyfriend. See, that’s what I miss. I just need to find someone who’s an amazing boyfriend and actually wants to sleep with me.”

    “Okay, Rose,” Ilya says. “You have come to right place. I will solve your problem. We will go out and find you straight or bi or pan guy to fuck.”

    Shane groans. “I am not going out to find Rose a guy to fuck.”

    “I know you are not,” Ilya says. “I was not inviting you.”

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    Or, Ilya and Svetlana take Rose out to find her a boyfriend who’s into women. Ilya and Rose are photographed leaving the club together, leading people to speculate that they’re dating.

    Shane handles the whole thing so well.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    “If I gave Jackie a day of getting to have sex with me whenever she wants as a thank you for tidying the living room, I think she’d divorce me,” Hayden says.

    “Nah, man, she’d kill you,” J. J. says, which is probably true.

    Shane shrugs. “That sounds like a straight people problem.”

    Hayden is truly glad that the times of Shane torturing himself by being in the closet are over. But. Well. This conversation is kind of making him miss those days.

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    Finally, after everything, Shane is a happily married man. Incredibly happily married. It only becomes a problem once he thinks it qualifies him to dispense relationship advice.

    Or, five times Shane gives relationship advice his friends disagree with, and one time he doesn’t.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander didn't talk much. He was reserved, but he could do playful banter and keep up a conversation. But he usually waited for someone to bring him into the conversation, rather than start one himself. Shane Hollander was a quiet person.

    Shane Hollander is not usually quiet in bed. He was all whines and breathy moans, bratty quips and needy words. But Ilya Rosanov was going to figure out exactly what made Shane Hollander silent beneath him.

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    02 Jun 2026