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Everybody leaves, if they get the chance by highkeysuicidal
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
28 Feb 2026
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Those years apart had serious ramifications on Chuuya, and god knows Dazai would try and help (even if it’s unwanted)
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Chuuya makes bad decisions, and faces the consequences (sorta)
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me projecting onto chuuya because i love him by highkeysuicidal
Fandom 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
09 Dec 2025
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Tea for one by HatWearingIdjit
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel, Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
07 Apr 2026
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Ever since everyone forgot about him, Peter Parker's been a mess. He doesn't clean up, doesn't shower, doesn't leave his one bedroom apartment. Until one day he relapses into a coping mechanism he had long since forgotten.
( And then he runs into who used to be his friends. And then he has to cope with that, too.)
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24 Jun 2026
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sometimes the curtains are just blue by kardiaca
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
15 May 2026
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Fingertips trickled down his back, then up again, the back of his nails gliding over each slope of his ribs, counting the divots. “Perfect,” Dazai hummed.
Perfect. He scoffed at the embarrassing praise, but it made his chest feel a little warmer. Perfect for what? There was no use Dazai had for Chuuya’s bones—nobody cared about that part, just the muscles that wrapped around them and filled out the skin they had been left with. Bones couldn’t even feel or think, but they were the last part to remain. It was unfair.
Dazai could pick apart every piece of him and praise the beauty of its role in the mosaic that was his Chuuya.
tl;dr chuuya struggles with adjusting to his new life at the agency, so dazai plans a date night to cheer him up
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23 Jun 2026
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Chuuya just wants this. Even if it can’t be his forever, or even for long- can’t he have it for just a bit more time?
Why can’t Dazai just want to really be with him?
Dazai’s fingers are still carding through his hair as he murmurs, “Do you need anything, love?”
Chuuya’s heart aches, feeling scraped open and raw in his chest.
You, he thinks. How silly. What a cliche that is.
He shakes his head, turns his face further to hide himself fully, almost suffocatingly, into the pillow.
Or, the aftermath of Chuuya's first heat.
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- Part 2 of states of matter
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20 Jun 2026
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i blame it on your love every time i fuck it up by sunastiredtwin
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
29 Dec 2024
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Someone with an infamous title, such as The Demon Prodigy, shouldn’t be capable of creating and housing a life inside them, but the universe always liked to subvert his expectations. And at the most annoying of times, too—of course, Dazai had to have two pink lines staring him down like the pillars of a guillotine one week after his defection from the Port Mafia.
Dazai raises his daughters by himself during his time underground, and the truth of who their father is comes to light after he meets Chuuya again post their four-year separation.
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11 Jun 2026
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Tell Me, We Both Matter (Don't We?) by dazaiisms
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
03 Aug 2025
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Dazai Osamu, Japan's beloved sweetheart, is perfect to the world; donning a dazzling facade that manages to fool everyone but herself.
Confined to the shackles of an iron-tight contract, starved and pushed and pulled and prodded, Dazai quietly awaits the peace promised by her own demise. Until one day, a member of a rockband stumbles through the wrong backstage door, and inadvertently fiddles with the lock on Dazai's cage.
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11 Jun 2026