hsactually



Recent bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    what if i told you none of it was accidental by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    09 May 2026

    Tags
    Summary

    Ilya makes Shane a friendship bracelet.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    52,431
    Chapters:
    13/13
    Comments:
    690
    Kudos:
    2,284
    Bookmarks:
    777
    Hits:
    52,403
    Bookmarked by hsactually

    18 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

    think twice (and come back for a third time) by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    10 May 2026

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane is heavier than he used to be; his weight bears down on Ilya in a new way. He’s put on pounds of muscle since Ilya last touched him like this. Ilya flattens his palms, skims them under Shane’s undershirt, feels the flat solidity of his abs, the bulk of his lats, the swell of his chest. It’s the same and it’s new, this body; it’s the boy he couldn’t stop thinking about when he was 18 and the man he loved enough to let go at 26 and the person who somehow always comes to find him when he’s lost.

    A stranger, and the love of his life.

     

    —

    or, Ilya's father doesn't die in 2017; Ilya breaks up with Shane instead of confessing his love. They get older, but not any less stupid about each other. Shane gets a boyfriend; Ilya gets on medication; they work on becoming whole people. And they always find their way back to each other.

    OR a story for those who love Shane and Ilya's baby love but ALSO think it's hot when people in their thirties make active choices about who they are and what they want in their partner!!

    Note: the "cheating" tag refers to the relationship between Shane and his aforementioned BF, not to Shane and Ilya cheating on each other.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    70,339
    Chapters:
    11/11
    Comments:
    1,531
    Kudos:
    7,828
    Bookmarks:
    3,513
    Hits:
    183,847
    Bookmarked by hsactually

    10 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

    Often, Lately by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    09 May 2026

    Tags
    Summary

    “Shane had been used to being alone. He'd never thought of himself as lonely. He honestly often craved the solitude, found it grounding. But that was before he knew what it was like to have someone to call, someone to touch. He was never lonely before Rozanov, but he'd been lonely ever since.”

    April 2017: Shane does not get laid out on the ice.

    Ilya goes through with ending it.

    Shane lets him.

    What follows is eleven months of distance, denial, and a quiet kind of devastation neither of them knows how to name, let alone fix.

    They learn how to live without each other.

    (Or at least, how to pretend.)

    And then, almost a year later, the infamous collision happens and Shane goes down cold.

    And suddenly, neither of them can pretend it doesn’t matter.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    26,126
    Chapters:
    7/7
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    962
    Kudos:
    5,978
    Bookmarks:
    1,739
    Hits:
    93,684
    Bookmarked by hsactually

    04 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

    thinking you've got me brainwashed by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    19 Jun 2026

    Tags
    Summary

    It starts, as most things do, for completely wholesome and safe for work reasons. Shane just wants to help his boyfriend destress a little, and maybe find a few ways for Shane himself to relax a bit more.

    However, as most things involving Ilya Rozanov tend to do, those wholesome and safe for work reasons quickly spiral into something hotter and darker that makes Shane shamefully hard, and that's all before he's even asked Ilya to hypnotize him into some mindless plaything. Fuck.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    41,388
    Chapters:
    11/?
    Comments:
    759
    Kudos:
    1,480
    Bookmarks:
    381
    Hits:
    47,966
    Bookmarked by hsactually

    29 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

    so you must like me for me by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    10 May 2026

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane wants to figure out if he's gay before he gets drafted—and no, the way he felt when Ilya Rozanov smirked at him with a cigarette between his lips in Saskatchewan has nothing to do with it. Unfortunately, the random guy he hooks up with to try and make sure one way or another takes a picture, and Shane gets outed before the draft. In the ensuing scandal, he goes seventh overall, to Ottawa.

    It turns out, having the worst thing you can think of happen to you when you're seventeen years old can end up being pretty liberating. And land you an unexpected best friend.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    36,229
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    1,315
    Kudos:
    7,992
    Bookmarks:
    2,584
    Hits:
    69,048
    Bookmarked by hsactually

    28 May 2026