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  1. Public Bookmark 81

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    !!!!EPISODE NINE MAJOR SPOILERS!!!!!

    "Please- I cannot guarantee anything but- if Kinger and I work at it. Dig through as much code as possible we could see how Jax and Queenie's code differs from the rest of the abstractions. And if there's anything we can work with- anything thing at all-"

    "They could be... brought back?" Pomni asks, her voice cracking softly.

    Caine only nods.

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    A post canon fix it where they bring Jax back because I am broken.

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    14 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 13

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    "You're not dead," Pomni said with a frown. "Not yet, at least. You're just — indisposed."

    At that, Jax gave her a long look as his mouth narrowed out into a little line. Then he sighed quietly. It wasn't the way he used to sigh, with dramatic posturing that begged the attention from anyone even remotely listening. It was small. Tired. Reflexive. Then he sat down with his knees to his chest, glaring into the dark water. The only light here, a single streetlamp, glowed weakly.

    "Denial is an ugly color on you. Clashes with your stupid hat."

    "Jax — "

    "I'm gone," he snapped. His voice echoed in the abyss. "Don't you get it? No one comes back from Abstraction. You're not saving me, you're not helping me grow. All you're doing is keeping my body from rotting." Jax's hands worked their way up to his head, squeezing as he growled, "You're talking to a ghost."


    or, a post-canon fix-it fic, featuring the De-Abstraction of Jax. It's messy and it takes time, but it's never too late to try.

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    14 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 6

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    This had been happening since Jax could remember, even before the circus. He knew it had something to do with his trauma, or whatever, but that didn't matter. What matters is that it sucked. It made him feel like a sniveling child; it made him feel weak.

    Or, that trope where Jax regresses involuntarily due to childhood trauma, his own actions, or whenever he feels bad about himself.

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    14 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 14

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    after the events of episode 8, pomni is worried something will happen to jax and goes off to find him.

    (i have not seen ep9 or the leaks. this fic is spoiler free. (as far as im aware). i will drop this and run away until june 4th)

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    12 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 11

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    THIS WORK CONTAINS MAJOR EPISODE NINE SPOILERS. PLEASE DO NOT INTERACT IF YOU HAVE NOT SEEN EPISODE NINE.

    LAST WARNING. THIS WORK IS EPISODE NINE BASED AND WILL CONTAIN MAJOR SPOILERS!!!

     

    With the circus rebuilt and newfound relationships stronger than ever, one jester in particular is still struggling to grasp the absence of a certain purple rabbit. Not wanting to give up on him just yet, she does her absolute best to bring him back where he belongs and remind him that he was never truly alone to begin with.

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    12 Jun 2026