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    It happens in an instant.

    Over Ilya’s shoulder, Shane sees the doctor and Wiebe give each other a look, and in a sudden bout of impatient anxiety, Shane ends up saying the words that come to ruin everything.

    “Don’t touch me.”

    The effect is instantaneous. Ilya’s hands fly to his sides, and Shane gets a front row seat as Ilya’s heart breaks before his very eyes. Eyes dimming and lips trembling in slow, painful technicolor.

    It causes Shane’s heart to break, too, and he vows, immediately, never to see such a look cross his husband’s face again.

    OR Shane embarks on a mission to heal his husband’s heart, one PDA at a time.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov's life takes an unexpected turn when a deadly plane crash in 2021 takes his life, right after a fight with his long-time partner, Shane Hollander. Though instead of the afterlife, Ilya is sent back to December 2008, just before his NHL career began, on the very day that he first met Shane. He finds himself in a familiar world, with knowledge of both the future and knowledge of the man he loves and the friends he holds dear.

    As Ilya navigates this new reality, he rebuilds his relationship with Shane, who is still finding his path in both hockey and his identity as a gay man. With their rivalry blossoming into a different experience than the one Ilya experienced the first time around, the two face challenges around acceptance, family pressures, and the struggles of being openly gay and lovers in the sports world. Throughout their journey, Ilya contemplates his first life, cherishes the present, and strives to alter the course of their futures (and the futures of their friends) for the better.

    Or, Ilya Rozanov discovers first hand what the butterfly effect is, and how it can drastically alter the future.

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    15 Jun 2026

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    Both Montreal's and Boston's team captains' face a head on collision on the ice, knocking them both out cold.

    Cue worried teammates, incredibly strong pain meds, a shared hospital room, very confused Hollander parents and loose-tongued confessions.

     

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    Shane and Ilya end up doped up on pain meds in the same hospital room...

    The Hollanders find out some things.

     

    (An alternative way of Yuna and David finding out)

    With a bonus of Hayden and Jackie finding out too! ;)

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    15 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 60

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    The first thing Shane notices is that he’s running late. The second thing Shane notices is that the tall man exiting the car in front of his own is strikingly handsome. The third thing Shane notices is that he is most certainly not running late, but he is incredibly anxious and is therefore rushing regardless. The second thing, however, is definitely still true.

    Or: The events that occur after anxious flyer Shane Hollander meets the effortlessly cool and undeniably handsome Ilya Rozanov in line for airport security.

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    15 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 73

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    The Hollanov Baseball AU no one asked for but my brain supplied because I'm more of a baseball nerd than a hockey nerd.

    Shane Hollander (pitcher) and Ilya Rozanov (catcher) are both drafted straight out of the High School League into the MLB. What bits of their story are different, and what bits are eternal?

    This fic is complete and binge safe!

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    14 Jun 2026

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    When Hayden’s hand found Shane’s phone in the top cubby of his locker, he was surprised when he felt it buzz with a text. He held the screen up and, knowing Shane’s unlock code, opened the phone and checked the notifications. His heart dropped when he saw the 5 unread texts from her.

    Boston Lily.

    Lily: please please call me when you are awake

    Lily: please be ok

    Lily: you cant leave me like this

    Lily: i wont sleep until you text

    Lily: please.

    or; shane’s injury on the ice leads hayden to try and get boston lily to the hospital to see him, not knowing exactly who was going to show up in the end.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    After a year and a half of playing with Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov, the Centaurs could agree on one thing about the couple: everyone still knew almost nothing about their relationship.

    The conclusion was very clear: if they wanted answers, it was time to send in the SAPs.

    OR

    5 times the Centaurs send their partners on an investigation for the truth about Shane and Ilya's relationship, and one time the team gets the answers for themselves. And then they freak out about it in the group chat.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    "Hi, solnyshko.”
    The Russian pet name set a firework off inside Shane's mind as he heard it cooed from behind him. The intonation was just as he remembered, but the voice was much deeper.

    He turned and felt himself short circuit. It took every ounce of willpower to not let his jaw drop cartoonishly to the floor. Shane would recognize his individual features anywhere, even after 5 years. But it was as if someone had snapped their fingers and the smug, silly Russian boy who had been attached to Shane's hip for 3 summers was transformed into some sort of fucking Adonis right before his eyes.

    “Ilya-” was all Shane managed before strong arms were wrapped around his waist and lifting him off the ground in a greeting all too familiar from years ago.

     

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    When Shane Hollander & Ilya Rozanov spent their summers as teens in an elite hockey camp, they quickly became inseparable friends. But they lose touch when Shane moves on as a prospect for the NHL and Ilya for the KHL.

    Years later, Montreal makes a bold move to take the hottest player in the KHL. After hearing of the Russian's reputation, the Montreal Captain is tasked with keeping his old best friend and new teammate out of trouble.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    "Hi," said Shane, probably – most definitely – destroying the sexiness of the moment.

    "Hello," replied Rozanov easily, with an air of fond exasperation that Shane somehow just knew was all for show. He made no other movements though, the bastard, seemingly content to just make Shane wait.

    "So, are we going to kiss?" asked Shane, putting his hands over Rozanov's, trying and failing to push them closer towards his cock.

    "We are going to do much more than kiss, Hollander," chuckled Rozanov lowly. "But yes, yes. I will give you what you want."

    or: Shane decides he should just lean into being shameless and desperate for Rozanov.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    Yuna figures they should let Shane’s secret girlfriend know he is okay. It all goes according to plan.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    She's got her mouth open, too, ready to snap at him to leave, because Shane does not need this right now. He can come back, if he has to, when her son's less fucking vulnerable, high on painkillers and reeling from mood-swings; not that she thinks he will, which, good. Really, she's just about to, when Shane's voice sounds.

    "Ilyaaaaa!" he lets out delightedly.

    For another long moment, nobody moves.

    Rozanov's face has contorted. His brows are furrowed and he's looking only at Shane. Is he confused? Yuna's pretty damn confused. Because–

    "Il-yaaaa!" Shane repeats, loud and sounding – ecstatic, really. Absolutely ecstatic.

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    12 Jun 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 75

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    What if Rose noticed Shane and Ilya's epic staredown at the club? (Because really, someone had to have seen that).

    To keep it simple: she helps.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    5+1 where shane and ilya are married, but no one knows. they decided the best way to handle the situation is clear; fall in love again in front of the other centaurs.

    5 “firsts” +1 where the centaurs lose their mind.

    title from everything is romantic by charli xcx

    Chapter 1: planning
    Chapter 2: crushing
    Chapter 3: flirting
    Chapter 4: dating
    Chapter 5: kissing
    Chapter 6: laughing

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    12 Jun 2026

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    “Cap needs to get laid more,” Drapeau muttered.

    “Cap needs to get laid, period,” Comeau added.

    “Dude, I bet he’s still a virgin.” Drapeau said with a snort. “You think he’s ever even seen a woman naked?”

    A couple of players standing around them chuckled.

    Shane felt his jaw tighten. He wanted to respond. Tell them off. Stand up for himself. But he couldn’t. Because there was some truth to what they were saying.

    He did need to get laid more.

     
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    Or, Shane Hollander hasn’t seen Ilya Rozanov in three months. Which means he hasn’t gotten laid in three months.

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    11 Jun 2026

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    Marlow: …wait, you all know??

    Carmichael: That our boy is mad in love with Hollander? Yeah we do.

    Marlow: WHAT! HOW?? I thought I was the only one who knew!!

    Connors: I was grabbing ice in a hotel hallway a couple years ago and literally watched Roz tip toe from the elevator straight into Hollander’s room…like they weren’t slick at all

    Marlow: …

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    January 2017. The Boston Raiders and the Montreal Metros are sick of their captains moping around about each other (yes, they know, they’re not stupid and their captains aren’t as subtle as they think). Fueled by a desire to fix whatever went wrong between the two, Cliff Marlow reaches out to Hayden Pike, and a plan is formed…

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    In which the Boston team ft. Hayden Pike join forces to get their captains back together, are inspired by that one webcam confession scene in High School Musical, and luckily Ilya Rozanov doesn’t fumble the opportunity the way Troy Bolton did.

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    11 Jun 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov "agreed" to an arranged marriage his brother coordinated, eyeing more money and wanting nothing more to do with Ilya. He and Svetlana fly to Canada to meet Shane Hollander, a man who somehow agreed to this arrangement as well. Ilya had no idea who would want this. He wanted to find a way out of it if he could.
    But then he meets Shane and suddenly has very different ideas about what his future could be. He wasn't hoping for love, but he could see some version of freedom.

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    11 Jun 2026

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    Shane heard himself say the words from a distance, as if he was standing somewhere on the other side of the room.

    “I’ve been sleeping with him since we were nineteen and I think I’m in love with him.”

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    Shane never ran off the night of the tuna melt, but the boys still failed to have an honest conversation about any of it. Instead, they trip and fall into a whole new level of maybe-accidentally-dating situationship hell. Shane needs to confess his feelings and define the relationship.

    He probably shouldn't have done it... there.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    In the gym after the draft, both of them drenched in sweat after a competitive run, Ilya told him to drink more water. . . Shane did it. Immediately. Without arguing. As if Ilya’s opinion mattered.

    Endearing. Hot.

    Dangerous.

    Because it was perfect. Soulmates were perfect. And if Shane Hollander was his soulmate? That would be a disaster.

    Which was exactly why Ilya had arranged this CCM shoot. So he could try.

    Just in case.

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    When they hook up for the first time, Ilya and Shane discover they are soulmates... Months before they play their first game in the NHL.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    "What happened?"

    Ilya swallowed hard, his mouth dry as paper.

    "Alexei and Zarina..." He started, and the words felt strange, distant, as if they belonged to someone else's life. "...got into a car accident."

    He felt Shane's hands lightly squeeze his waist, his husband's body tensing behind him. He turned around to face him and saw the shock in the brown eyes, the slow, terrible realization of what that could mean.

    "Zarina died on the spot," Ilya continued, his voice monotonous, numb. "Alexei was severely injured. He's in a coma."

    "And?" Shane asked, but Ilya knew he was already connecting the dots. He knew the family history, he knew Polina, he knew enough to see where this was going. "What about your nieces?"

    "That's exactly why Sasha called me." Ilya ran his tongue over his chapped lips. "Polina, my dad's widow, would never take on that responsibility. She's always hated the girls, always treated them like a burden. And I..." His voice cracked for a second. "I'm the closest relative. The only one left."

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    09 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov never hooked up at the CCM commercial.

    Now it's 2017. Yuna Hollander is concerned that Shane doesn't have many friends, so she signs him up on a buddy network website.
    Shane gets paired with someone else looking for a 'buddy', not knowing that it's his on-ice rival, Ilya Rozanov.

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    07 Jun 2026

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