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“You look like you give a lot- too much.” He mumbles, eyes falling down her shoulder, “Too bad they ran you to the streets.”
She lets out a small laugh, “I didn’t know I was on the streets.”
Her eyes empty at him. There’s a warmness in her stare- swirls of desire, a lot of attention that he’d eat up.
“You got that stray look. It ain’t a judgement or nothin.” His voice slurs in heavy thought.
Fezco and Lexi exchange a look with each other. She’s trying to avoid looking at his arms, she wonders how it would feel to be held by them- he could feel her yearning-
A gape looking for a taste.
-----Intending to kill a guilty pleasure each month, Lexi begins a year long friends with benefits relationship with Fezco.
As the months pass by, sex becomes turbulent and feelings get messy.
discontinued. final chapter is satisfactory (aka — yes, they kiss and make up).
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11 Jun 2026
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Samira thought that if Jack Abbot could sleep with his nose buried in her cunt he just might.
It had been a little strange at first, she'd felt a twinge of not shame per se but… perhaps bashfulness when Jack would gleefully eat her out post-shift and pre-shower.
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10 Jun 2026
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Jack isn’t sure when he first learned about box breathing, but he’s used the concept plenty of times since.
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09 Jun 2026
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“I’m going to Jersey, not the North Pole.” A hum slipped past her lips as Jack snuck a kiss to the back of her neck, “You’re visiting me a month after the program starts.”
“A month is too long.”
“Fine,” Samira shifted on the bench to face him, slipping the shower wand into the metal hook on the wall, “what kind of list?”Jack has plans for Samira before her fellowship in Jersey.
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09 Jun 2026
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Samira’s fingers dug into Jack’s shoulders, her head throwing back as a loud, undone whine caught in her throat. The friction building to an unbearable, beautiful peak.
Beep beeeep. Beep beep.
The sharp and high pitched shriek of Jack’s pager shattered the room, echoing directly from the pocket of the crumpled pants twisted around his ankles.
The sharp, rhythmic shriek of the pager didn’t stop. It just kept piercing the heavy silence of the living room.
Jack froze inside her, his chest heaving, his eyes wide as the cold reality of the ER slammed back into his brain. “No,” he groaned against Samira’s neck, his forehead thudding into her shoulder. “No, no, no.”
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09 Jun 2026