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  1. Rec *

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    Mike pushes into his hands, but Will keeps him still.

    "Ask again," he says. Because he's greedy, and he wants Mike to want him.

    He stares at Will's mouth. "Please."

    "Again."

    El is gone.

    Will tries to figure out how to move on in New York, and Mike follows him. Their apartment is haunted not by ghosts, but by the two of them.

    Or: Catastrophically traumatized boys cling to each other and accidentally figure out how to be close—too close—while moving through their grief.

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    24 Apr 2026

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    Noah really shouldn’t be looking for a hookup this close to the production trailers, but it’s eleven PM in Georgia and he’s tired of being alone.

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    10 Apr 2026

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  3. Rec 28

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    "Huh, I guess that makes sense. I dunno. I just thought maybe since yours are smaller that'd give you more practice, since my hands are kinda big."

    Will scoffs, glancing from the paper to Mike's hand, which still lies on the paper. "I mean, yeah, yours are bigger than, I don't know, Dustin's, and your fingers are kinda long, but I don't think mine are small."

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    31 Mar 2026

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    Her gaze dropped to Mike’s hand on Will’s wrist. “Don’t hurt Papa!” she begged desperately.

    For a split moment, Will didn’t understand, the thought so far-fetched, improbable, and ridiculous that it didn’t even cross his mind, but then the realization hit him like a bucket of cold water being dumped over his head.

    She thought Mike was going to hit him.

    Mike must’ve understood it at the same time, because his hand fell away, quick, like he’d been burned.
    .........

    or: When Will and Mike’s four-year-old daughter walks in on an argument, she mistakes raised voices and hands for something far worse: she thinks Mike is going to hurt Will.

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    11 Mar 2026

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  5. Rec 55

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    "The movie not interesting?" Mike questions, his fingers resuming their teasing.

    "Oh, shush. I know you're not really paying attention to it either," Will laughs, poking Mike's cheek.

    "You're right. I'm not." The corner of Mike's mouth quirks up as he admits it.

    "Yeah? What are you paying attention to?"

    An afternoon basement blow job at Will's direction.

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    10 Mar 2026

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