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    Yoichi gets a haircut. Rin's mind goes places that he isn't proud of.

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    “Arise, take thy wife, and thy two daughters, which are here; lest thou be consumed in the iniquity of the city…But his wife looked back from behind him, and she became a pillar of salt.” (Genesis 19:15, 26)

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    All of the thoughts that Rin will never voice about Isagi Yoichi, the beach at night, and the terror of being seen for who he really is. They don't necessarily come in that order.

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    Rin drums his fingers on the side of Totoro’s belly, staring at the far wall. "Why are you being so nice to me?"

    "I'm really not."

    "You are. Why?"

    "Because we're fucking? And you're fucking my boyfriend too? So I sort of like you?"

    He’s quiet for a while. Then Rin takes a long drag off his coffee. "That's weird."

    Yoichi raises an eyebrow. "That you're fucking my boyfriend or that I like you?"

    His lip curls. "That part. All of it." He stares into the caffeinated depths of Totoro’s head. "I don't have any friends."

    "You don't say."

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    In which Isagi and Bachira are looking for a third, they end up with Rin, and despite all his red flags, decide to keep him.

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    "I swear I won't tell anyone. Your secret’s safe with me."

    "Not a secret," Rin grumbles but resumes dressing, and in the blink of an eye and under a set of Blue Lock lounge wear, he's back to normal. Lean and long-limbed, the boy-shaped embodiment of the word sulk. "And it's not anyone's business but my own anyway, so you can fuck right off with that confidant shit."

    "I mean it." Isagi says. Rin glances back over his shoulder, one bright green eye and the approximate pressure of the bottom of the ocean. Isagi meets it head-on, same as ever. "It's not my business. And I'll make sure it's no one else's either."

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    When a chance encounter with Rin in the locker room gets Isagi an eyeful, he doesn't make a big deal of it. Two weeks out from U-20, he's got other things on his mind.

    Except then Rin gets a surprise period ten days before the match, and it's up to the two of them to get him to U-20 in one piece. And then everything about Rin is suddenly on his mind. Constantly.

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