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  1. Public Bookmark 13

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    Jamie locks eyes with his father.

    He’s eight, he’s eleven, he’s sixteen, he’s nineteen, and he’s twenty-three as he stares directly into his father’s eyes while he has one of his fits. The smell of cheap beer and cigarettes clings to him, clings to the edges of his memory and the hem of his shirt as he’s transported back to all the other times he had dared to look straight ahead.

    Had dared to look directly at the monster.

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    18 May 2026

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  2. Public Bookmark 19

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    5 times authority figures failed Jamie Tartt, and the one time they didn't (featuring your favorite American gaffer and sinfully good hot chocolate)

     

    (this is technically part of my greater Jamie series I'm trying to build which is a/b/o oriented, but I left that stuff out of this one since I figured other ppl who aren't into that stuff might enjoy it, it can also def be read as standalone)

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    09 May 2026

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    When Jamie Tartt returns to Richmond, he’s desperate to prove that he's changed, however the team isn't ready to forgive him yet.

    He’s also carrying more than just their disappointment. When Jamie turns up to training claiming he’s hurt, everyone assumes he’s faking. Determined to prove them wrong, Jamie plays through the injuries left by his father’s latest “lesson,” only making things worse and confirming their doubts.

    That is until one evening, when Roy Kent stops by Jamie’s house and discovers the truth.

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    05 May 2026

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  4. Public Bookmark 51

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    “Just rest. I’ve got you now.”
     
    Wrong, Jamie’s brain screamed. This is wrong. Danger. Get up. Move. Run.
     
    But his body was so heavy, and his eyes were closing, and the darkness was pulling him down, and the last thing he registered before everything went black was Mason’s hand still in his hair and a voice saying something that might have been “Finally.”
     
    Then nothing.

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    When Jamie becomes the target of new teammate Mason Wright, he finds himself trapped in a nightmare of assaults and blackmail. Unable to tell anyone the truth, Jamie tries desperately to prove that it isn’t the hope that kills you.

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    05 May 2026

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    The attack at Godric’s Hollow didn’t kill Harry Potter, but it left him with a permanent spinal cord injury. While the Wizarding World celebrated, the Potters faced a harsh new reality. Unable to cope with the demands of raising a paraplegic son, James Potter abandons his family, leaving Lily to pick up the pieces.

     
    She finds unexpected support in Severus Snape, who steps in to provide the medical care, structure, and fatherly love Harry desperately needs. This story follows Harry’s childhood as he navigates a magical world ill-equipped for wheelchairs, preparing for Hogwarts not as the Boy Who Lived, but as a determined boy who must fight for his dignity and his place in a world built for those who can walk.

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    18 Dec 2025

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