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enforcer by moonlitgarden
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Dec 2025
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Ilya knows there is a thing about himself he has to always keep hidden in the deepest recesses of his body, behind his molars and in his core. He thinks Shane Hollander might be the same, except the thing about him he cannot hide.
Ilya Rozanov is the biggest hockey talent of his generation. So is Shane Hollander.
But over the years Ilya notices that the vicious media and the clamouring fans and some of his more foul-mouthed teammates treat Hollander differently than any other hockey player.
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07 Mar 2026
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The Swiss National League doesn’t care about the legendary Hollander-Rozanov rivalry. When the MLH can’t negotiate with the Hockey Players’ Union in time to prevent a hockey lockout at the start of the 2015 season, the Zürich Lions jump at the chance to sign both Shane and Ilya to short-term contracts. For four months in Switzerland, they share a team, a line, a house, and a bed.
Then the lockout ends in January, and it’s time to go back. Back to different countries, cities, lives. Beds.
Reentry is harder than expected.
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- Part 8 of my heated rivalry anon fics
- Part 1 of homegrown
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07 Mar 2026
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Grady v. Rozanov by Pickle_Chips
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Feb 2026
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“Mm, not stuff his pockets with the drug everyone thinks makes you gay right before a press conference? Maybe!” Ilya’s voice chimed happily from the phone.
“You wanna tell us why you’re so acquainted with Rush that you can identify it in 780p, Ilya?” Kip asked.
“…I have so much leather to deodorize, Kip Grady. So many sports cars, you know.”
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Kip can't believe no one else can tell how outrageously gay Ilya Rozanov is, but he's not complaining, he's happy to have someone else to talk to at all the hockey functions.
Or: Perfect gaydar haver Ilya Rozanov finally gets a taste of his own medicine. A series of looks into Kip and Ilya's friendship, starting after the cottage.
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05 Mar 2026
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Joe Jameson is a good-but-not-great player for the Ottawa Centaurs who has a maybe-kind-of-five-year-plan for telling his teammates his biggest secret.
Then Ilya Rozanov gets traded to the Centaurs and throws a wrench in Joe’s whole plan.
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03 Mar 2026
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The thing is: Buck 1.0 is easy to patch, after Dr. Welles.
He just wishes his skin would stop itching so much.
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03 Mar 2026
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This is like. The best anyones ever done this
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“Christopher, I need you to tell me what you said to Buck.”
Chris sniffles. “I didn't mean it.”
“Didn't mean what, mijo?”
“As soon as I-I said it,” Chris hiccups. “I knew I didn't m-mean it.”
“Chris-”
“I told him he's n-not my dad.”
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Buck and Chris get into a fight. Eddie has a lot of complicated feelings about it.
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13 Feb 2026
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Hit Post by nineteenohtwo
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
23 May 2026
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A series of social media/epistolary fic exploring the world Shane and Ilya live in post The Long Game. Written before Unrivaled!
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Bookmarked by implicit_madness
03 Feb 2026
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“You did this for Christopher,” Eddie repeats. "Buck. That's-- that's Maddie's jeep."
Or: Buck modifies his Jeep for Chris. Eddie has feelings about it.
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- Part 11 of hearth & home (rain's 9-1-1 drabbles)
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Bookmarked by implicit_madness
13 Jan 2026
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Buck’s clinging to any relic of this life he's been living. He wants something that says Evan Buckley was loved once, even if he didn't get to keep it. Eddie's leaving, and Buck needs something to remind him that he had this, something to stop him from calling Eddie to hear his breathing on the other end of the line, just to know he wasn't some beautiful dream. Buck just wants to go home.
Or: Eddie moves out, Buck moves in, and the love is stored in the walls of the Diaz house.
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24 Nov 2025
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26 Oct 2025
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the devil's in the details, but you've got a friend in me by buckasagirl
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
21 Apr 2025
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Now that he has one, Buck has realized that he’s never had a best friend before. Not until Eddie. Naturally, he gets a little weird about the whole thing. But who can blame him really? He’s never done this before.
Buck (Work): come over
Eddie Diaz: Can’t, I’m busy.
Buck (Work): do you hate me
Eddie Diaz: No
Buck (Work): why do you hate me
Buck (Work): why do youh ate me
Eddie Diaz: I don’t hate you
Buck (Work): whatever
Eddie Diaz: I’ll come over after.
Buck (Work): yay :)
Or, for years, Buck has jokingly texted Eddie like a crazy possessive girlfriend and he's never actually meant it, so why does it feel so real when Eddie starts to spend time with Tommy?
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- Part 1 of crazy girlfriend buck
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26 Oct 2025
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Eddie thinks, as he munches on a fry, that he’s angry. He’s angry that Buck was ever wronged, that Buck even felt he had to give him that look. He’s angry that he can’t just fix it, that he’s not good at fixing things but he’s really good at messing things up. He’s angry because he’s afraid of failing when Buck needs him.
He’s angry at Buck because he’s not here, and he’s angry because it’s easier than grief, because Eddie thinks this might be a type of grief. Because he misses Buck when he’s right there, because Eddie thinks this might be another thing like all the other things he needs to deal with, the things he pushes down so deep because just letting them sit around is enough to hurt.
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or Buck gets turned into a kid. Eddie misses him like crazy.
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24 Oct 2025
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in texas, christopher sleeps at eddie's house and has a nightmare about the tsunami.
it changes everything for all of them.
(post-episode 8x12)
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24 Oct 2025
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He doesn’t— need more of Eddie. This is enough. This is plenty. This is more than anyone else has of him; he can deal with the marrow-deep want that’s begun to choke him every once in a while. So what if sitting next to Eddie makes his skin feel like it’s on fire. At least he’s sitting next to Eddie.
Buck pretends.
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22 Oct 2025
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Eddie listens to the music coming in from the living room; to the sounds of Buck washing up, the rustling of clothes, the tell-tale spritz of cologne, the mere anticipation of it all making Eddie actually salivate. He is hungry, but more than that he almost doesn’t care to eat the food, not right now, only really looking forward to watching Buck take the first bite; the way he closes his eyes every single time as if he’s eating at a three-star restaurant, not Eddie’s— their— dining table.
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21 Oct 2025
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the 5 times that buck noticed eddie's tension and pain, and did something about it on his own accord,
+ the 1 time that eddie asked him to.
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15 Oct 2025
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It’s a disaster. There’s nothing for Eddie to do now but rip the Bandaid off.
“I’vebeenlookingatyourGooglehistory,” he says, all at once.
Buck blinks. “You’ve been what?”
“I’ve been—” Eddie breaks off with a huff, and then forces his eyes back up to Buck’s. “I went to the Google home page,” he starts again. “To search the thing about the coupling nut. But then when I clicked on the search bar, the recent history was not mine, because—”
A look of comprehension has begun to dawn on Buck’s face, suddenly.
“Because I was logged in on the iPad,” he says slowly.
- in other words: the slow-moving catastrophe of buck and eddie sharing a search history.
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13 Oct 2025
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No matter how much Buck insists it’s not a thing, it is so a thing.
It was a thing before Eddie left for El Paso, it was absolutely a thing the entire time he was gone—seriously? Four FaceTime calls in the first six hours of a shift, is he blind?—and through the whole Bobby’s dead-wait no Bobby’s alive? it had definitely been The Thing behind the thing.
So, sighing, and setting down the admittedly delicious grilled cheese Buck made, Ravi does something reckless.
Maybe a little dangerous.
But, actually, the tagline should read more like: selfless.
“I have an apartment,” He says to Buck, looking at him, and shrugging a shoulder. “I’ll ignore your credit and you can move in right after shift.”
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12 Oct 2025
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When he looked up, Eddie’s eyes were bright, focused. He was a little flushed, and his shoulders were soft but his jaw was set. “I love you,” he said.
“I love you, too, man,” Buck said. “But you know what I mean.”
“I do know,” Eddie said. “Buck, I’m trying to tell you something.”- Language:
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04 Oct 2025
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“You’re just as melodramatic as Buck,” his dad says fondly, palming the back of Chris’ head.
“Learned from the best,” he says, and the whole time the inside of his head is: not another girlfriend, not another girlfriend, not another girlfriend, not another -
And then his dad says, “speaking of Buck . . .” his tone oh-so casual and also somehow forced in a way that’s so immediately suspicious that Chris snaps his head up fast enough something cracks.
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Chris, and the move back from texas
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03 Oct 2025