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    "Regardless of your personal reasons for choosing someone like me, I promise to do anything the situation requires.” Shane lost his train of thought as something shifted in Ilya’s expression. He pushed past the stumble. “Um—If you aren’t satisfied at any point in the process, tell me and I'll make it right. That’s my professional guarantee.”

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    13 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 56

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    ​"I don't know you," Ilya said. His voice was entirely devoid of emotion. "I don't know a Dasha."

    ​It’s 2027, and Ilya and Shane have finally built the life they always fought for. The ice rinks and endless flights are a thing of the past, replaced by yoga studios, podcasts, and the beautiful, exhausting chaos of raising Isla and Skye. Their world is safe. It’s loud, it’s messy, and it’s completely theirs.

    ​But you can't outrun where you came from forever.

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    31 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 84

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    ”You can’t be Starboy forever.”

    People go missing or turn up dead every day in Night City. When Shane leaves the dollhouse Clouds for bigger things, his number one client Ilya Rozanov spends the next three years thinking Starboy was just another number in the Body Lottery. What happens when he appears on his clinic doorsteps?

    Ilya Rozanov wants to learn who Starboy is. Shane Hollander is searching for who Starboy was

    or Ilya thinks the stripper loves him and it ruins his life.

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    21 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 78

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    Scott
    What the fuck, Rozanov?
    If you're going to be a homophobic asshole just fucking move on.
    Do you really have nothing better to do today?

    Unknown Number
    No no, not mean.
    Fuck. English hard.
    Wait
    Do not block!
    Please

    Scott was the first that summer. What if he wasn't the last? In a world where Ilya and Scott didn't cross paths at the MLH Awards, Ilya still has a message—and a question—for the man who went first.


    murmuration noun | mur·mur·a·tion | /ˌmərmə'rāSHən/

    a large group of birds, usually starlings, that all fly together and change direction together, or the act of birds doing this

    "A natural phenomenon where thousands of starlings gather at dusk in autumn and winter to fly in highly coordinated, swirling patterns. These massive flocks move as a single, fluid unit to confuse predators, share information about roosting spots, and keep warm."

    see also: trust, instinct, belonging

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    19 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 20

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    “You feel important,” Ilya tells Shane one afternoon, long after memory has begun abandoning him.

    Shane remembers enough for both of them at first. Lilya struggles to keep their family intact.

    But illnesses like this do not spare love. They only reveal how much of it a family can carry.

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    Or, As Ilya’s memories disappear, Lilya watches the lines between her two fathers slowly dissolve.

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    19 May 2026