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  1. Public Bookmark 7

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    @haemhaemeee: take your shirt off please plsssss i’ll nut in like two seconds if you do i swear

    "you swear?"

     

    “riku! this is yushi, have you met yet?”

    “no.”

    “hey.”

    “...hi.”

     

    where riku's been watching onlyfans creator cloud430's livestreams for months now. to her horror, he's standing right in front of her.

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    26 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 10

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    -Somniphobia-
    Fear of falling asleep; fear of a disaster while sleeping.
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    The night of Yushi’s parent’s deaths occurred, something broke in him, something he doesn’t know how to fix. Every time he closes his eyes, he sees that exact night in every detail. He thinks he’ll never be able to sleep normally ever again, that is, until the one person he absolutely fucking despises turns out to be the only one to successfully get him to sleep with no issues.

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    21 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 35

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    Yushi marries Sion hoping they’ll build a real relationship, but Sion stays cold and distant. They act like a happy couple in public, but in private, they live completely separate lives. After months of disappointment, Yushi slowly stops hoping and just learns to live with the emptiness.

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    21 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 93

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    The truth is that Riku likes working here not only because of the good pay and good working conditions, but because he likes getting to dress up and be nothing but a pretty face for several hours. Riku-chan, his customers call him like they're close friends. Smiling at him like he’s the only one in the world, blushing when Riku giggles and bats his eyelashes at them.

    Riku likes being a girl.

    Yushi wasn’t supposed to know that. Yushi wasn’t supposed to like that.

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    20 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 21

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    Yushi's life is fine; for all intents and purposes, he still exists. He's still Yushi.

    He just isn't as happy as he could be, and that kills Riku. He won't allow himself to realize it, and that's killing himself, which is the worst thing Yushi could ever do next to telling Riku he isn't cute.

    But it's okay. None of this calls for the end of the world, not when Riku can still fix things.

    It's just… sometimes birds have to be pushed out of their nests to fly.

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    20 May 2026