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    Felix wakes up on a dull morning in January and his world is in order. He is an idol. He is a beta. He is male. These are basic facts, ones that have been constant and steady in his life for years now. He's been this way since he was born and moving to Korea, going through the sheer hell that was debut, and everything else that he's done in the last three years has not changed them.

    There are other facts he knows.

    He is not in a pack with his members. He is not part of their world, with dynamics and secondary genders. He does not have a Prime Alpha in Bang Chan. Changbin is not his Second, Minho and Jisung are not his omegas, and Hyunjin, Seungmin, and Jeongin are not his alphas. He absolutely isn’t a member of their pack. Sometimes, he might make out with a few of them but that’s a secret. He might be in love with Bang Chan but that’s also a secret. He might desperately want to be part of that life but that… that’s a secret.

    But the old gods are watching. And they do not like secrets at all.

    Felix has been living a half life for too long. Time is ticking and Felix cannot outrun nature forever.

    OT8, A/B/O universe.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    The sweetness of this omega will really be Namjoon's undoing, especially once his heat hits. Namjoon is used to fiery, independent omegas, challenging him at every turn, eventually finding peace with their wolves largely through nonsexual submission.

    He isn't used to feral omegas that prefer his lap over anywhere else after one day, sleepily nuzzling closer to them in their bed after a day and a half.

    Namjoon isn't used to his protective instincts rapidly becoming feelings of attachment.

    Alphas Namjin take in feral omega Jungkook, caring for him and teaching him how to submit and feel safe before his heat starts... but for all three of them, their feelings grow into a lot more than that.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    A rag-tag group of gold-hearted criminals, the Stray Kids Gang is dominant heavy and in desperate need of a submissive to balance out their eros. Luckily, the latest stray brought in by their leader is the adorable touch starved sub, Lee Felix.

    When Felix bumps into dom Chan after months of self-neglect to his needs, instinct sends him to his knees — literally. With his health on the line, Felix reluctantly agrees to stay with the eros until he can recover, but quickly becomes attached to everyone — everyone except intimidating dom Hyunjin, who grows increasingly agitated by Felix’s attitude. Can Felix swallow his pride long enough to allow Hyunjin to care for him, too?

    •~• ʚïɞ •~•

    OR; Traumatized sub Felix learns how to accept himself through the love of his new eros — after Hyunjin tames the brat out of him.

    OT8, with main emphasis on Hyunlix and Chanlix.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    Alone and cornered, omega Lee Felix turns to the first intimidating stranger he sees when being harassed by an alpha who won't take no for an answer — a stranger who just so happens to be mafia boss, Hwang Hyunjin.

    Hyunjin doesn't normally play knight in shining armor — in fact, he's usually the villain — but when a pretty little omega clutches his arm and calls him honey, begging he play along… Well, how could he say no to a face like that?

    ─────⊰ ♡ ⊱─────

    OR; Omega Felix is saved from a sticky situation when Hyunjin pretends to be his alpha. One thing leads to another, and Felix finds himself cockwarming his fated mate during a mafia meeting.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    Wei Ying needs to find his soulmates before the madness turns him into a horrific monster.

    There's just the slight problem of Madam Yu shipping him off to the stuffy Lans in a contract bonding.

    Oh, and she didn't tell them he's on the verge of losing it. So they just think that he's, well, there must be something wrong with him after all...

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    02 Jun 2026