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    Honestly? This series is so fucking angsty I bawled my eyes out whenever I revisited the original version. Dead dove for ALL of my tags, I'm not even kidding.

    Get ready to be punched in the guts with emotions.

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    A (slightly AU) series of socmed/group chat fics following Shane, Ilya, and the Centaurs from the Hollanov outing through Shane’s first season with Ottawa

    These are technically all interconnected, and will include references to past events within this universe, but can absolutely be read as standalones

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    It was a zoomed-in image of what was unmistakably Shane’s hand, gripping white sheets in ecstasy.
    His wedding band was on his finger.
    Ilya began to, quite reasonably in his opinion, choke on his own spit.
    “There’s more where that came from,” Rose said simply, grinning at walking away.
    Mouth wide, eyes popping from his head, Ilya scanned the crowd for his husband. When he spotted him, he saw Shane having a conversation with his dad, his face completely blank even as his eyes flickered to Ilya for just a millisecond.
    “Roz! My man, how are you?” Cliff Marleau asked as he walked over to Ilya, beaming.
    “I am…I am going to die, I think,” he answered hollowly, wondering what ‘more’ meant.

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    In which Shane Hollander does a boudoir shoot and gives 5 photos to Ilya during their wedding reception.
    Obviously, they end up fucking about it.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    This work isn't hosted on the Archive so this blurb might not be complete or accurate.

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    We created this document with two ideas in mind: AI is undoubtedly now embedded in most parts of everyday life (“here to stay”) and, in light of that, undisclosed AI usage holds no space in fandom. We believe readers deserve to make informed choices about the type of art they would like to engage with. In an ideal fandom space, AI usage to assist or generate fanworks would be disclosed up front.

    However, undeniable proof of AI (Claude-generated) content is attached to the HTML of some works and can be found hidden in a number of well-known fanfics on Archive of Our Own, inside and outside the Heated Rivalry community.

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    30 Jun 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has a "tiny car accident" (his words). Shane Hollander has a full-scale, system-shutdown panic attack about it. Meanwhile, a horrified Hayden is praying for someone to throw him in a lake and tell him that this is all just a big joke, or maybe for a meteor strike; he is really not picky. J.J., on the other hand, is trying to bleach the image of his sweet captain making out with Ilya fucking Rozanov from his brain.

    It's a very normal day for the Montreal Voyageurs.

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    05 Feb 2026

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    Ilya has been watching hands his whole life. His father's hands taught him that touch meant pain. His mother's hands were the only gentle ones—until they went cold. Now he has his father's hands, and he's terrified of what they might become.

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    11 Mar 2026

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