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In a reality where our world is also home to Gods that are powerful, plentiful, and most of all, present, Dean Winchester is a fuck-up. A nobody. A failure only employed by the good grace of his uncle and still alive because his best friend Cas won't let him drink himself into oblivion.
Then one morning, a handprint appears on his shoulder. A Godmark.
He's been chosen. And not just him. Cas wakes up that same morning bearing a handprint of his own.
Two childhood friends, one mysterious God, no explanation. Dean's certain it's a second chance. Cas... isn't so sure.
Dean can't help it. He laughs. "Cas. Dude. Trust me, okay, there's zero chance being chosen by a God, for whatever reason It has in mind, does anything but help us get our shit together."
"I hope it helps." Cas says. "I hope this goes exactly the way you hope. I hope you get everything you want, Dean. I've always hoped that."
Sparkly warm affection wells up in Dean's chest. "You giant sap," he teases. "But you know it's not about what you or I want anymore. It's about whatever this God wants from us now."
"It shouldn't be," Cas sighs, looking away. "That's the problem."
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It's all Charlie's fault. (Or: Charlie buys Dean panties for his birthday and everything becomes unhinged from then on.)
No, Charlie isn't willing to let Dean get away birthday-free like everyone else (ie: Sam and Cas) does. Rather, she gets that steely, determined look about her and declares that she will ensure he gets a big, gross, gooey party with speeches and presents and 'making him feel special' or she will die trying.
The irony is Dean needs no help feeling special. He feels special pretty much all the time.
Especially fucked.
OR (for real this time): the One Wherein Sam and Cas Trap Dean with Kinky Sex.
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Cas is acting weird. It's Dean's fault (obviously).
Of course Sam is the one who figures it out.
"God, Dean, you just have to touch everything, don't you," he's bitching, gesticulating pissily over the basket of brackish-stained laundry he just dumped on Dean's bed. On top of the pile is the neat carved figurine Dean found in the antique shop. Dean's not sure what this has to do with Cas yet, but apparently it went through the wash in his pants' pocket and now a bunch of Sam's flannels are ruined? That's what he's gleaned so far.
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Dream On (you got to lose to know how to win) by HaniTrash, kickflaw
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
01 Jan 2026
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Dean Winchester, coffee shop owner, would really like to know why these two weird dudes keep showing up every day, both in his place of business and in his goddamn dreams.
"Hot stuff for the Hot Stuff, coming right up." Dean grabs the correct cup sizes and Sharpie. "Names?"
Trenchcoat and Flannel, who've fallen into a heated—if low and whispered—conversation, both turn their heads and blink at him with the most complicated expressions Dean's ever seen.
"Castiel," Trenchcoat grunts. Dean scoffs and writes CAS in all-caps on the side of his venti. Flannel turns out to be a SAM. No surprise there.
"And, uh," Sam starts hesitantly, as if testing each word, "what's- your name?"
"Dean," says Dean. "And if ya want my number too, just let me know." He winks, and Sam gulps, eyes wide as a deer in a pair of headlights. Cute.
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"Cas is alive," Sam sounds as bewildered now as the first time he said it, however long ago. One minute, ten minutes, an hour. Dean wouldn't know. Time seems to be folding past him in unpredictable bursts. He's not convinced this isn't a dream, actually. No way it can be real.
Right? No way Cas would do that to them. To him.
Not after what he said. Not ever.
Right?
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This series is complete. However, it's likely I will add more timestamps in the future. ;D
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flaw'tato chronicles by kickflaw, kocuria-arts (kocuria)
Fandom Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV)
02 Feb 2022
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she's a (kick)flaw. i'm a potato. we Make Thirsty Stuff 😉
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diamond heart by kickflaw, kocuria-arts (kocuria)
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02 Feb 2022
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the first church of the end of the world by withbloodstainedclothingon
Fandoms: Supernatural
25 May 2015
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The angels don’t eat the brain. Only Croats do that.
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10 Jul 2026
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Castiel runs into Lisa Braeden on a supply run and takes her back to Camp Chitaqua. He's hoping that her presence will fix Dean, who's been increasingly off the rails as the apocalypse drags on.
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10 Jul 2026
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Cas’s fingertips held in his own, Dean brings the angel’s hand to his mouth, and presses his lips to Cas’s weathered knuckles.
It’s just a thank you. It’s just a way of saying thank you.
Of saying 'thanks, I know that having to do this shit all the time must annoy you, and I know that for some reason you’ve chosen to worry about me and I’m sorry that you have to, and also, I appreciate it.'
It took Dean years not to resent the help of Cas healing him. But slowly the resentment melts into tolerance, and again into thankfulness. And every time Cas touches Dean to heal him, he starts saying his thanks by repaying in touch. It starts with grazing his lips against Cas's knuckles, squeezing his hands, kissing the soft skin of his wrist.
It’s a way of saying thanks. And, he guesses, sorry.
Of saying, 'Sorry for scaring you. I don’t know how me being hurt could scare you like it always seems to. But it always seems to. And that scares me.'
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Bookmarked by kickflaw
07 Jul 2026
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Dean is missing.
No note. No goodbye. No trace. When Sam convinces Charlie to hack his phone for clues, they’re startled to find evidence of a double life, a secret relationship, and a looming conspiracy that could have repercussions beyond anything they could have anticipated.
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Bookmarked by kickflaw
29 Jun 2026
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"I can help with other things, too. I've been told I'm good with my hands." Dean winks, watching to see how the quip lands.
There isn't really a height difference between them, but the older man is thicker, heavier with age and muscle and time. He's broader and probably stronger, if not for the injury. Dean could outrun him, if he had to, but to where? His own front door?
He reaches out a hand to touch Mr. Novak's belt, presses a finger to the silver buckle there.
"Been told I'm good with my mouth, too."
It's Summer in Sugar Run, Florida. John has disappeared to God knows where, and Dean is doing whatever he can to make ends meet and keep food on the table. He's used to doing all sorts of odd jobs–but working for the taciturn and slightly strange older man on the other side of the park presents a new set of challenges...and a new set of rewards.Bookmarked by kickflaw
16 Jun 2026