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  1. Public Bookmark 29

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    "I am tired of not knowing myself. Teach me how to come alive, because this emptiness is suffocating me and I yearn to reach for the sun."
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    There’s a hole in Caelus' mind these days. It aches with serrated teeth and yearns to devour anything in its path—and so Caelus leaves Amphoreus knowing not what he's lost before even the Memoria Tide, only that he *lost* it.
    A letter finds the Express: addressed to Caelus, it suggests an arranged marriage between himself and the Luofu's High Elder Dan Feng.
    In thwarting destiny, Caelus finds that the answer to a question he doesn't know how to ask has stood on the Luofu for millennia, waiting for the day where Caelus might remember the star he once stepped out of so long ago.
    And maybe if Caelus accepts the proposal, he might learn what made him want to live so bad that he had to die for it.
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    An AU where Dan Feng didn't get subjected to the Horrors™ of the Shackling Prison, and never joined the Astral Express.

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    19 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 43

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    "I’m sorry." It whispers, "It’s the only selfish thing I’ve ever done. I need you. Help them, the way you helped yours."

    And the story splits in two. Because to her SEES, to the ones that all sacrificed themselves to give each other a little more time, Kotone Shiomi disappears, shattering like a stained-glass window and shimmering away like sand in a timid breeze.

    But to Kotone, she’s staring at Shinji lurching towards her in one moment, and in the next she’s drowning. It’s not water, it's sand, it’s all sand.

    And then,

    “You are not our Makoto,” Aigis says, raising her hand as her fingers turn into guns. “But you feel like him. You feel just like him.”

    (sequel to "echoing our song", and you probably need to read that first)

    (on hiatus)

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    02 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 24

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    The bandom AU this fandom didn't know it needed.

    In which Minato starts a band, Minako makes a serious stab at monogamy, everything is magical realism, and it only hurts as much as hard work and a little hope ever do.

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    28 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

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    (a new game plus fic with some twists. MAJOR SPOILERS.)

    Kotone Shiomi dies at age sixteen, sometime during the day of March 5th, 2010.
    And then she wakes up again a year earlier.

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    05 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 46

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    After everything he went through in the Abyss of Time, the absolute last thing Shinjiro would ever want is to go back and do it all over again.

     

    AND YET—

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    30 May 2026