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Dean is woken up by a phone call in the middle of the night.
enlarge the hole in my heart
rising river in the dark
erodes the shore
'til our shores were far apart
—Brother the Cloud by Eddie Vedder
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- Part 2 of Poor Dean
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the water distribution system's come all apart by lainovereasy
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
31 May 2026
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It's just after midnight on the night of Dean's 25th birthday, and he's spending it alone.
Let them come
Let 'em all come down
Let them take a good long look around
Let them see if my rivers won't suit them
Let them drown
The River Song by The Extra Glenns
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- Part 1 of Poor Dean
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“You’re one microscopic cog in his catastrophic plan,
Designed and directed by his red right hand.”
It all starts with the mysterious note left on Dean’s chair.
It all ends with Dean coming to terms not only with what he’s capable of, but how much that knowledge doesn’t bother him.Series
- Part 1 of Murder Ballads
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06 Apr 2026
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(LET'S FUCKING GOOO)
this was such a fun read, oh my wow. like, what else can i say, really -
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“Maybe I know some things about myself,” he says. “And maybe you know them too. From– from rebuilding me or being in my head or just– from knowing me. From–”
“From loving you,” Cas supplies.
Dean looks at him and nods.
“Knowing and saying are not the same thing, Cas. Does that make sense?”Or: Dean Winchester comes to terms with some gender stuff.
Bookmarked by lainovereasy
06 Apr 2026
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(i actually did cry when i was finished reading this, it's so great)
positively sickeningly sweet. cas really played the long game with dean here and it's so so nice to read -
Dark Blue (Have You Ever Been Alone in a Crowded Room?) by WhoIPretended2Be
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
03 Sep 2025
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Castiel is a shapeshifter, haunted by his mother’s murder and terrified of becoming a monster himself. Survival means pretending, and he’s learned to be anyone but himself until the night he meets Dean Winchester.
Dean is a hunter, raised to follow his father’s orders and become whatever the job demands. He doesn’t know who he is when he’s not performing, until he meets someone he calls “Blue”.
What begins as a quest for revenge turns into something else: the collision of two men hiding from the world, each desperate and terrified to be seen beneath their disguises.
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- Part 1 of The Cost of Pretending
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06 Apr 2026
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(i was so fucking excited the whole time i was reading this bro.)
i couldn't shut up about this fic if you paid me. the song it's titled after will remain with me for a long long time, i think. -
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As a grease monkey turned college freshman, Dean's constantly three seconds away from being stressed out of his mind. It hardly helps that he's finally figuring out his sexuality in his thirties.
What might help with that stress is a little phone number (and a big credit card bill). If he can't figure out how to be bisexual in person, he can at least give it a go over the phone, right?
(It's probably a bad idea, but he really can't help himself.)
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06 Apr 2026
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(that was so much fun, i really want somebody who doesn't know anything about SPN to read this and figure it out themself)
i would love to have this be a real thing i could make a friend do, but nobody ever would, this thing is a beast xD and i love it for that -
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Nothing happens at first. Nothing happens except Dean feels warm all over, like the sun-baked ground, warm in a wave from the top of his head to his toes; nothing happens except the tension that has been building up in Dean for three months, for a year, for his entire life snaps like a string being cut and he slumps forward, bonelessly relaxed.
He realizes distant, as if through a dream.
This is what it feels like. This is Cas touching his soul.
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Cas heals injured souls. Dean's could use a touch-up.
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06 Apr 2026
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(holy fuck bro that was sweeter than a pound of sugar)
let my southern slip out here for a second. i wholly stand by this report, though.
i love you, selectively mute dean winchester