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    As captain of the Ottawa Centaurs, Shane's performance on the ice was the pillar to the team's success. Lately, he has been high strung, in need of a release. Hayden Pike recommends his favorite cam site, YouCamz, to solve the problem.

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    Hockey Player Shane Hollander x Camboy Ilya Rozanov AU

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    Under the live now section, there were all sorts of men to choose from. Shane began to browse through and tried to find someone that peaked his interest. He was stopped cold by the most beautiful man he had ever laid eyes on.

    RockHardRussian, streaming now, two thousand viewers currently. He was muscular, built, his chest on display in the preview picture, all that he wore was a golden crucifix around his neck. His golden curls were unruly in a sexy way, moles dotted his face and chest.

    The corner of his mouth was quirked up, a tempting smirk that invited the viewer to click on his stream. What really grabbed Shane were his icy blue eyes, they were practically like a siren call. Those eyes drew him in and had him clicking before he could even process that he did it.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    “Why do I taste blood in your mouth, solnyshko?”

    “I told you, my ex said it’s annoying when I’m too loud during sex. I guess it’s a habit. I bite my tongue sometimes so you won’t have to hear me that much.”

    “And I told you, I need you to give me the name of this ex so I can kill him with my bare hands. Is very serious matter.”

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    01 Jun 2026

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    Shane decides he should let everyone believe he has a hook-up in every city, so it will no longer seem suspicious that he always disappears in Boston.

    While Shane is proud of himself for the ruse and for the ability to explore new places after away games, Ilya handles the new rumor with grace and dignity. Which is to say he suddenly feels the need to text and maybe even call Shane on his roadies to see if he can keep him occupied.

    Based on a Tumblr post listed below.

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    17 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 67

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    He tries again, searching for the easiest concept that Ilya's brain might still be able to understand. “Your fingers won't move because they're in a really, really deep sleep right now.”

    “Sleeping,” Ilya considers that. His head tilts a fraction, the movement small and careful. “So… waking up soon?”

    Shane's heart clenches. Wrong answer.

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    After a career-ending hit leaves Ilya with a C5 Spinal Cord Injury and a Traumatic Brain Injury, Shane shows him how his hands are still worth loving.

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    11 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 74

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    A heavy hit at a game leaves Shane Hollander in a coma with no sign of waking up.

    Ilya Rozanov vanishes in a cloud of grief and is presumed dead.

    When Shane eventually wakes up, he is forced to accept that his husband is gone. But how can he truly be gone if no body has ever been found?

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    10 May 2026