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  1. Public Bookmark 2

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    Nakamura wakes up in the hospital with no memory of the last five years. Now he discovers he's dating his rival. That's strange because he liked Hirose, and so did Matsumura.

    (MatsuNaka)

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    18 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 16

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    "There is no way you're skillful enough to be Hirose's first kiss! No way, I can't allow it!"

    Leave two pathetic pining brunettes alone and you end up with some kissing practice.

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    17 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 37

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    During college, Hirose finally got into an official relationship and got a girlfriend, leaving his two rival hidden suitors heartbroken.

    Nakamura, whose heart has only been for Hirose, is now deteriorating and self-destructing alone while also trying to keep up the facade of supporting Hirose, acting like he is fine. And when it finally breaks him, he has nowhere to run or cry except to his former ex-rival. After all, no one can understand him more than Matsumura.

    Then follows crying, comforting, drinking, fighting, grieving and hugging it all out in their sessions. A meet-up that turns into something the two are slowly getting dependent on… addicted.

    And maybe someone falls in love.

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    16 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 33

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    Matsumura followed his finger, before his eyes widened. The same hand that had been holding Nakamura's own brushed over the tips of grass. “Is that green?

    No way.

    It shouldn't have been possible. Only if your soulmate–

    In a world where you don't see colors until you kiss your soulmate, Matsumura finds Nakamura crying on the street. The night ends in a way they both never would've expected.

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    16 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 28

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    Rudo let out a weak, frustrated groan, dropping his head back against the stone. Going back inside meant facing the gauntlet of worried looks and questions again, and his burning hands didn't even feel capable of holding a fork right now anyway. The fire in his wrists was pulsing in perfect time with the thumping behind his eyes. He just needed a minute to sit here in the quiet and close his eyes…

    “Rudo?”

    His eyes snapped open.

    For a brief, disoriented second, he almost expected to see Regto standing over him, cool compress in hand.

    Instead, Enjin was crouched in front of him, one arm resting on his knee. The older man's sharp eyes were narrowed, taking in the posture, the untouched plate of food, and the heavy sweat dampening Rudo's hair.

    OR,

    Rudo gets sick. Enjin's there to help.

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    15 Jun 2026