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    "Are you going to the party?" 

     "H..huh?" Nakamura stuttered, groggily rubbing his eyes as he sat up. He now noticed Hirose staring patiently at him, along with a couple of his classmates at the door. 

     "It's Takeuchi's birthday today, we're all going over to his house to celebrate. Wanna come?"  Nakamura snapped up in his seat and nodded quickly.

     "Of course! Let me grab my things, sorry." He laughed shyly, trying to conceal the nervousness inside of him. 

    His first party, and with Hirose? He could barely contain himself. 

    They had made their way to the school gates when suddenly Hirose stopped walking. He looked a little shocked, and broke off from the crowd to go run over to something, or someone. 

     

    Nakamura squinted, leaning past his classmates to see what and - was that Matsumura? 

     

    or...

     

    When Kawamura dared Nakamura to play spin the bottle during Takeuchi's birthday party, he thought it would be his lucky day. That idea was quickly squashed when instead of Hirose, the bottle landed squarely infront of Matsumura.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    Nakamura was going to do it today; he was going to confess to Hirose. He had it all planned out. He had practiced for hours last night and thought about everything that could go wrong to prevent it. No matter what happened, today he was going to confess his love to Hirose.

    "Wow, Hirose! I can't believe you're an alpha," Nakamura heard as he entered the room.

    Alpha.

    Hirose had presented himself as an alpha, while Nakamura was just a simple beta.

    Now he definitely didn't stand a chance.

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    24 Jun 2026

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    "Hirose... I love you."
    "Not as your best friend. It’s the kind of love... where I want to keep you all to myself, where I want to protect you, where I want to stay with you for the rest of my life... The way a man loves a man."

    Nakamura always thought he was meant to watch Hirose from a quiet distance. But after an unexpected turn of events, the thin wall of "just good friends" begins to blur.
    This is a complete, Post-Canon Chronicle of how two clumsy boys learn to navigate their changing relationship. It is a slow-burn journey about overcoming heartbreak, falling in love again, and discovering what it truly means to hold onto someone irreplaceable.

    Chapters 1–8 &Epilogue: Completely safe, wholesome, and slow-burn, focusing deeply on their emotional shift, mutual pining, and dismantling Hirose's inner psyche. (You can read these chapters and skip directly to the Epilogue for a clean, non-explicit story conclusion.)
    Chapters 9 onward: The rating shifts to Explicit as their deeper, passionate physical and emotional relationship naturally matures.
    EXTRAS are individual events happened after the ending of the story.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    'My name is Nakamura Okuto, 15, gay, and in love with my classmate, Hirose Aiki'

    Nakamura wouldn't have thought twice about thinking of himself in this way. That is until a disasterous fated encounter with another gay guy from school makes him realize that life for a gay man is nothing like his BL manga.

    'M-maybe... Even Hirose would be disgusted...'

    That other boy may be the only one who can understand. Nakamura needs someone to understand.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    Nakamura wasn’t going to take Hirose's friendship for granted. He had decided that for the rest of their high school years, he was going to smile and take all of this heartbreak and repressed emotions into stride and be the best friend Hirose ever had. And by the time high school got over, they’d be on their separate ways.
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    “Nakamura, when we go to college, move in with me!”

    or, what happens when the guy you've been in love for more than 4 years suddenly asks you to become his roommate, just when you were planning to let him go?

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    17 Jun 2026