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  1. Public Bookmark 59

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    Buck isn't looking, but he can feel the presence of someone else climb in with him. They situate themselves in the narrow space between the center console and the seats. A hand lands on the back of his neck, ensuring he doesn't move from this position. The pressure is firm, but not cruel.

    "Relax," Red whispers in his ear, low and husky. "Enjoy the ride."

    Buck hears doors slam and the shifting of gears. The car lurches, and so does his stomach, because it's evident that nobody is going to find him now. Relax? Impossible. He's going to be killed, his body will be buried in the middle of the desert, and he didn't even thank Eddie for the coffee this morning.

    Or: Because Buck's life can never be simple, he finds himself with a gun pressed against the back of his head, in the middle of a feud that has nothing to do with him, and with five pounds of C-4 strapped to his chest. Somehow, that's not even the worst part.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    He’s about to unlock the door when his phone buzzes, no doubt with an apology or an explanation. Someone screams outside of the bathroom. There’s a loud noise. More screams. What the-

    His phone buzzes again.

    Jane: don’t come out

    Jane: hide

    Jane: guns

    Jane: idk what’s happening

    Jane: call the cops

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    Shane, Ilya, Scott Hunter and a bunch of MHL players find themselves in a hostage situation in the middle of the Las Vegas award ceremony. (Mid-situationship, the year pre-tuna melt).

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    03 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 37

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    “Patience, kotik,” Ilya says lowly in his ear. “After I win race tonight, I will show my good luck charm just how much I love him.”

    A jolt of heat spreads across Shane’s body, “What if you don’t win?”

    “Impossible. With you there, how can I lose?”

    -

    Between seasons, Ilya tries out street racing, much to Shane’s dismay. Shane hates the danger, but loves seeing Ilya happy, so he supports him and goes to the races. When a rival driver notices Ilya’s good luck charm, Ilya wishes he had never started racing in the first place.

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    25 Apr 2026

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    Tommy stared down at the picture and didn’t move an inch as he tried to process what he was seeing. 

    It was of Evan, his pale skin glistening with sweat as he smiled, holding the door open for someone outside of his apartment building. 

    Mason put down another picture and then another, making the cold shock in Tommy’s veins turn brittle with each one being presented to him. It was obvious from the photographs that Evan hadn’t known his picture was being taken. It had to have been captured with a long lens of some kind. Evan, at his apartment building. Evan, by his Jeep outside of the grocery store. Evan, in his uniform, taking out the trash at the back of the firehouse, alone and surrounded by shadows. 

    “I really wished you’d said yes, man.” Mason leaned back and tipped the picture up to stare at him. “Cute kid. Got that birthmark thing? He’s a firefighter too? Calls himself Buck, right? Let’s take this somewhere else, huh? You can tell me all about him.”  

    An old army buddy of Tommy’s comes into town with a proposition. When Tommy refuses, he learns that Evan Buckley is a pretty good tool for persuasion.

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    04 Mar 2026

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    03 Mar 2026

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    Born as the second son of a high-ranking officer in the Russian mob, Ilya Rozanov is sent to head the Bratva’s overseas branch in Canada. One day, his father calls with an assignment: shut down their rival operation in Ottawa, a money-laundering front backed by the Japanese Yakuza. He’s given one name to go off of: Hollander.

    Shane Hollander is a graduate student in an MD program specializing in sports medicine. There’s nothing particularly interesting about him, other than the fact that his mother, Yuna Hollander, is the CEO of an arts charity—and the daughter of the chairman of the second-largest yakuza family in Japan.

    Unfortunately for Shane, Ilya gets the wrong Hollander.

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    27 Feb 2026

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    Ilya is cold, ruthless criminal who rules the Ottawa's underworld ever since he moved there. Life of luxury and respect from others is all he is used to. Shane Hollander, however, is not, and when Shane catches Ilya's attention, Ilya's calculated obsession begins, drawing Shane into the world of danger, power, and psychological tension that he can't escape.

    "There are only two ways out of this. With me. Or in a body bag. Your choice."

     

    **** please read the tags carefully!!!! i am not joking about them if any of these are not your cup of tea, please skip!!*******

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    24 Feb 2026

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    Raised as the Yakuza's Wakagashira, Shane Hollander only knows discipline. The Bratva Pakhan's son, Ilya Rozanov, has only ever been feared.

    When their worlds converge, what begins as a rivalry becomes something far more dangerous: a secret, forbidden relationship forged in violence, restraint, and yearning neither of them should be allowed. In the criminal underworld, love is leverage, and survival means knowing when to hide the truth and when to pull the trigger.

    A mafia AU about their forbidden romance, rivalry, violence, and what it means to choose each other in spite of it all. Enemies by design. Lovers by choice.

    -prev. titled “The Yakuza Enforcer and the Bratva Prince”-

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    21 Feb 2026

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    “Well, I’ve never been kidnapped... I mean, there have been threats.”

    When Shane told Rose that there had been kidnapping threats before, he definitely wasn’t expecting it to actually happen less than a year later.

    And he certainly wasn’t expecting rogue Toronto fans to snatch him off the street right outside his house.

    God, Ilya was never going to let him spend a night alone ever again. Seriously, its was his boyfriend’s first away game of the season and Shane got fucking kidnapped?

    Or: Shane gets kidnapped and Ilya gets angry

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    03 Feb 2026

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    NHL golden boy Shane Hollander has spent his entire life being perfect — the ideal captain, the flawless teammate, the face of the franchise. He’s also spent his entire life hiding.

    When a chance encounter in a New York club leads him to Ilya Rozanov, Shane discovers what it means to finally let go. The problem? Ilya isn’t just confident, wealthy, and dangerously attractive. He’s also the heir to the Russian Bratva’s North American empire.

    What starts as one reckless weekend becomes something neither of them expected: real, consuming, and worth protecting at any cost — even when that cost includes bodies, lies, and a secret that could destroy everything Shane has built.

    Twenty-five years, three Stanley Cups, countless threats, and one question: how far will you go for the person who makes you feel like yourself?

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    26 Jan 2026

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    Shane has never belonged to himself.

    Raised by the Yakuza to kill without hesitation, he knows only loyalty, discipline, and control. When a political wedding threatens to expose the cracks in the underworld, Shane is ordered to attend not as a groom, but as a warning.

    Ilya Rozanov is a rumor with teeth.

    A Bratva ghost, feared even among his own, he sees Shane not as an enemy, but as something far more dangerous. Something he wants.

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    24 Jan 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov stands in the doorway, blood dripping from his nose. It’s splattered on his shirt too, red and dark. Fresh, if Shane had to guess. His knuckles look cut up, and his left eye looks slightly swollen, like someone had landed a punch there recently.

    “I need a drink,” he says, accent thicker than usual. “A strong one.”

    or: Shane Hollander runs a bar in Lower Manhattan. Ilya Rozanov, second son of the head of the Russian mob, just so happens to be one of his more frequent patrons.

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    18 Jan 2026

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    Shane gets kidnapped.

    Ilya goes pretty fucking crazy.

    That’s it. That’s the fic.

     

    I had so much fun writing this.
    Inspired by this tweet

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    11 Jan 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 40

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    Shane is kidnapped by Russians hoping to settle a debt from Ilya's brother. Ilya goes to great lengths to retrieve him.

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    09 Jan 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 51

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    Shane Hollander is in his second year of college. He thrives on his routine; breakfast, work out, go to class, sleep, repeat. All of that changes when his grandfather makes enemies with the wrong man. All of that changes when he meets Ilya Rozanov.

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    07 Jan 2026

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    Strung out and desperate for money, Alexei Rozanov flies to Boston to shake Ilya down. What he doesn't expect to find when he breaks into Ilya's home is Shane Hollander. Seeing a chance to score a huge pay day, Alexei abducts Shane, leaving Ilya to make very difficult choices while Shane's life hangs in the balance.

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    06 Jan 2026

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    “Oh- excuse me sir- Damn it…” Shane muttered. It wasn’t out of the ordinary for cab drivers to sometimes pass this particular drop off point. It was slightly out of the way, not enough to attract attention but enough that nobody had to worry.

    “Sir.” The driver remained silent, continuing to move along the road and moving further and further away from where he needed to be, “Sir, if you could just drop me off here-”

    “I heard you, Mr. Hollander.” Shane felt himself grow worried at the sinisterish tone in the driver’s voice, but tried to brush it off. The drivers hired to pick them up from these things often worked long hours 7 days a week, so it was entirely possible the poor guy was just a little exhausted.

    “Uh, if you could just drop me off then, that’d be wonderful.”

    “That won’t be necessary, Mr. Hollander,” the driver tipped his hat up in the mirror and his face was revealed more clearly. And that’s when Shane saw it. That face. The face that had been haunting him and Ilya for several months.

    “Y-you’re not- how, but you’re not-”

    “That’s right, Mr. Hollander, I’m not.”

    Fuck. He was so screwed.

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    02 Jan 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 68

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    When Shane is kidnapped outside his team's hotel in Boston after a game, Ilya tries and fails to intervene. Now he has to try to stay involved in the investigation without coming out on his boyfriend's behalf to his team and parents. And what do these men want with Shane?

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    01 Jan 2026

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    “I’ve never been kidnapped. There have been threats, but—”

    The public doesn’t know what really happened. Shane has been strongly advised to keep it that way.

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    01 Jan 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 39

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    Ilya has some thoughts to share with the mobsters that kidnapped Shane

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    01 Jan 2026

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