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    Shane joins Ilya on a quick trip to Moscow, which soon transforms into a nightmare. Ilya is arrested and targeted so harshly that he's not sure Russia will let him go this time.
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    Shane witnesses Ilya's family.
    Alexei and Ilya's relationship is explored.
    Yuna flies to Russia.
    Lots of Svetlana.
    Healing journey fluff afterwards.

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    26 May 2026

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    on chap 15, tiktok rec this has me crying bro why do i put myself through this

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    Ilya Rozanov does what he does best: post on social media and stress out Harris Drover.

    The fic starts on New Year's Day 2024 after Ilya posts an upcoming year's "enemies" list.

    This is a series that alternates between Hockey Husbands + the rest of Centaurs team being insane on the internet, Harris putting them in media training, and it immediately failing as soon as they leave the room.

    Basically, it's just the Cens being absolute menaces!

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    18 Jun 2026

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    on 12, this is so silly i love it

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    Ashley: but seriously if not at his place then where do you meet?
    Jane: We hook up in hotels, mostly
    Vanessa: He doesn’t come to your place in Montreal?
    Jane: No
    I bought another building where we can meet discreetly
    Madeleine: YOU BOUGHT A SEX CONDO???

    alternate title: shane hollander befriends boston wags surprisingly fast

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    30 May 2026

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    finished chap 11
    11: most of the wags know yayy AND HOLLANOV IS NOW OFFICIAL IN THE FIC YAY
    chap 10:maddy and shane being like jane no jane no jane no jane no shane wait what?? that made me laugh so hard for no reason but yayyy operation STUPID is a go and i need more hehe
    this is nice, shane with the wags is funny but im ready for it to be revealed ugggg

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    He never pictured himself in colours other than red and blue. For the last 12 years, give or take, he only imagined playing in the Voyageurs’ colours. His jersey was supposed to retire there and hang in the rafters next to the greatest players. But now, seeing his name and number on the back of the black and red jersey again, it feels like this is how it was always meant to be. He was always meant to get here; to be married to and playing on the same team as the man sitting beside him. He was always meant to find his place here, playing for his hometown, next to Ilya.

    Or: Ilya and Shane are finally able to stop hiding their relationship from the world. The Centaurs have welcomed Shane into their team with open arms, and they're showing the world exactly who Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    finished chapter 4
    i’m so done with alexei bro why help him and manning im done but we’ll see how this goes
    this is so sweet i love it oops mom here save me my yaoi

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    “Why the fuck do you care what happens to Rozanov?”

    Shane doesn’t answer.

    He’s already running for the Raiders’ locker room.

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    Or, Ilya has a panic attack in the Raiders' locker room after getting a phone call from his brother telling him about his father’s death.

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    26 May 2026

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    finished chap 17 I NEED UPDATES NOW UGHFUGGH THIS SIS SO GOOD 1000% rec
    chapter 17: yayyy marlow he feels so bad and ilya didn’t kill him that’s good and also tuna always including him it’s so sweet to me but why are the raiders there this shall go amazing😭
    chapter 15: NO DANGITNI ALWAYS FORGET SHANE GETTING HURT AND ITS MARLOW NOO he’s probably so sad about it the author wrote like you know what’s coming and im like it’s either shane tripping or getting hurt (ill take hurt EVERY day) but it’s still sad💔
    chapter 10: jj need dot shut up rn im going to jump him i swear w hayden tho
    chapter 8: if anyone in your life is mad at you for being your true self,” she continued, her voice firm now, “and for being in love, then they don’t deserve to be in your life. And if they’re already not in your life?” she added with a small shrug. “Then fuck what they think.”
    this relates to me so much i had to save it but again i cannot i want to be free so bad ugh
    chapter 6: “The last person who told me they loved me…” he started, his breath hitching slightly, “was my mother.” IM DONE GOODNIGHT GOOBYE IM SOBBING but okay i hate how jj is in this he being a bitch but then also hayden’s like mid at least he kinda was more understand and idk how marlows going to react sooo (i also forgot if this is before or after shane got checked by him) so let’s see