marajade77



Recent works

Recent bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “You don’t…?” Rozanov trails off. “You don’t remember?”

    “Nope.” Shane says, popping the ‘p’ sound. “Amnesia. Oh my god, when I woke up, Rozanov, I thought we were filming that commercial. Do you remember it? Apparently it was a long time ago but to me it’s today. Fucking crazy.”

    or, after Shane's injury he wakes up with no memories of his hockey career or of his relationship with Ilya.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    12,807
    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    132
    Kudos:
    3,897
    Bookmarks:
    644
    Hits:
    33,765

    30 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Ilya Rozanov does not belong to his father.

    Ilya Rozanov does not belong to Russia.

    -

    A missing scene, where Ilya changes his mind at the Olympics, and invites Hollander back to his hotel room in the dead of a cold Russian night.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,267
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    104
    Kudos:
    1,995
    Bookmarks:
    375
    Hits:
    18,580

    29 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    The one where Ilya is Shane's TA for Intro to Russian Literature and Shane is still a hockey boy.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    46,366
    Chapters:
    7/7
    Collections:
    5
    Comments:
    608
    Kudos:
    7,054
    Bookmarks:
    2,333
    Hits:
    173,506

    21 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “I’m not going to ask Hayden if he can fuck me just so I can be a normal person.”

    “So you want to get fucked.”

    “Obviously, I do, don’t I?” Shane mutters, glancing down at his own crotch. He feels Rozanov do the same, so his face burns and his hand takes on a life of its own, punching the man in the chest. “Stop that.”

    “Hey, I just want to help,” Rozanov replies. Suddenly, Shane notices how close they are and forces himself to take a step back. “It’s not that complicated. You just want to fuck, so do it. Practice. Easy.”

    He has to learn from the best, right? Shane doesn't do things halfway. If he's going to lose his virginity, he's going to learn to do it with all the necessary nuances that Rozanov's promiscuous experience can offer.

    "Okay," Shane exhales, and immediately blushes. "I'll do it. Are you free tomorrow at seven?"

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    41,178
    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
    277
    Kudos:
    2,152
    Bookmarks:
    605
    Hits:
    43,095

    16 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Ilya Rozanov's life takes an unexpected turn when a deadly plane crash in 2021 takes his life, right after a fight with his long-time partner, Shane Hollander. Though instead of the afterlife, Ilya is sent back to December 2008, just before his NHL career began, on the very day that he first met Shane. He finds himself in a familiar world, with knowledge of both the future and knowledge of the man he loves and the friends he holds dear.

    As Ilya navigates this new reality, he rebuilds his relationship with Shane, who is still finding his path in both hockey and his identity as a gay man. With their rivalry blossoming into a different experience than the one Ilya experienced the first time around, the two face challenges around acceptance, family pressures, and the struggles of being openly gay and lovers in the sports world. Throughout their journey, Ilya contemplates his first life, cherishes the present, and strives to alter the course of their futures (and the futures of their friends) for the better.

    Or, Ilya Rozanov discovers first hand what the butterfly effect is, and how it can drastically alter the future.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    67,594
    Chapters:
    11/11
    Comments:
    1,206
    Kudos:
    8,790
    Bookmarks:
    3,452
    Hits:
    174,356

    16 Jun 2026