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  1. Public Bookmark 61

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    It was always like this with Seonghwa. Or rather, with Hongjoong’s feelings towards him. He couldn’t allow himself too much. He had to keep himself under control, or he’d send the whole thing up in flames. So, he didn’t let himself go running home as soon as he was sure Yunho was on his train, he exercised restraint, he always had to keep that restraint.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    take me out back and shoot this up my veins every 2 minutes plEase

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    It’s happened enough times by now that it feels like a running joke. Seonghwa throws out a complaint about never being praised properly. Hongjoong meets it with an easy grin and just enough teasing in his tone to keep it from tipping into anything serious. The members laugh, the staff laughs too, and the moment passes like it always does.

    And afterward, Seonghwa leaves everything exactly as it is. He straightens his posture, gathers whatever dignity remains, and pretends—very convincingly, he thinks—that he has absolutely no deeper emotional investment in the situation whatsoever.

    Seonghwa tells himself he is above fishing for compliments. This belief lasts right up until Hongjoong is the one withholding them.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    <3

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    San learns how to play Valorant in order to soothe the crush he has on his roommate.

    Unfortunately, Jeong Yunho has other plans for him.

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    09 May 2026

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    “You’re not actually nervous, are you?” Hongjoong asks. “You’ve done makeup in worse conditions. Remember the car ride to Incheon? No staff, zero lighting, potholes every five seconds.”

    “That was survival,” Seonghwa replies without looking away from the mirror. “This is presentation.”

    Hongjoong raises a brow. “Presentation?”

    Seonghwa dips a finger into a pot of shimmer and gently taps it to the corner of his eye. “You made something for me. I want to do it justice.”

    Hongjoong’s offer to design something custom for Seonghwa slowly unravels the threads holding their friendship in place.

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    19 Dec 2025

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    so much pinning, so incredibly tender <3 my heart hurt reading this (v pos)

  5. Public Bookmark 74

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    "His heart had chosen him the moment they first touched—Seonghwa's delicate fingers in Hongjoong's scarred ones. Dry lips pressed to soft knuckles. Electricity crackling between them before the first growl of thunder rippled through the air.

    Hongjoong had bowed to him, rolled-up eyes never leaving his.

    They spoke a very clear language.

    I want you, they said, I will make you mine.

    And Seonghwa had simply answered with a smile.

    You can try."

     

    Hongjoong has had a very stressful day at work. Seonghwa will kiss it better.

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    24 Mar 2026