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He remembers all his dreams vividly, because he wants to believe that if he can find some pattern, some kind of clue to reaching Lumine, then the cycle will finally be broken, right? The nightmares will finally end, right?
Russian translation: https://ficbook.net/readfic/10085093
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Not for the first time, Illuga thinks there must be something wrong with him. Maybe he’s been possessed by the Wild Hunt. Maybe the kuuvahki is finally getting to him; one too many mandragoras, or something like that.
Either way, there has to be a reason. Why else would Illuga keep letting Lohen into his bed? Why else would Illuga allow Lohen to use his body again and again, leaving Illuga with bruised skin, aching bones, and a weary heart?
‘Friends with benefits’ is a phrase he’s heard before, and it makes sense. The life of a Lightkeeper can be cold and lonely, so it’s only natural to seek warmth and comfort from another. But Illuga never expected to find himself in such an arrangement, if what they have can even be called that. Lohen’s rough treatment offers no benefits, and they certainly aren’t friends. Illuga doesn’t even like him.
This can’t possibly be what Flins had in mind when he suggested that Illuga take up a new hobby.
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08 Jun 2026
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But I am not a Vessel for your Good Intent by ShenanigansOfCookies (BiscuitHD)
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
07 May 2026
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While the people of Nod Krai want, Lohen is the only one who needs. Friends and strangers alike shower him in praise, status, gifts, in return for all the good work he does– Lohen takes takes and takes, and what Illuga gets at the end of the day are bites across his body. But the knight doesn’t pretend it’s anything else. His motives aren’t hidden. The exchange doesn’t come with hidden expectations. His ‘rewards’, if something so depraved can even be called as such, are something genuinely tangible, and, as ashamed as Illuga is to say it… useful. Any soothing teas or appreciation gifts haven’t quelled his mind nearly as much as Lohen’s body.
He’s real.
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Illuga desperately needs a way to distract himself from the insurmountable stress in his life. Lohen desperately wants someone willing to ruin him without remorse. Predictably, one drags the other down. Only, Lohen never expects that, somehow, Illuga would become worse than him.
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transparent love, calling (transparent love, lonely) by hifumi (iammaki)
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
25 Mar 2026
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lessons in love as told by Illuga
#1 never fall in love with a beautiful boy
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When they try to hang him, he floats.
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They put him on the pyre at dawn.
He doesn’t burn.
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Nagito Komaeda moves to the city, breaks his own heart, and falls in love. In that exact order.