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    Steve doesn’t like bullies, on principle. It's less about justice, or decency, or righteous indignation; more about the look in the eyes of the people getting stepped on, the people getting trampled, the people getting lost.

    So it cuts all the deeper, when Steve recognizes strength, precision, endurance, capacity: sees the pieces of himself not born but made, reflected in this body, this person, this weapon: the Winter Soldier.

    It slices through Steve’s soul when he returns the Soldier's gaze, and reads the only thing that lives in the deadness that pervades behind those irises in the night.

    It’s not You can’t beat me.

    It’s more You can’t stop them.

     

    For the prompt: The AU where Steve Rogers sees the best in everyone, and it is that quality that brings him back the person he loves most in the world; where Steve reaches out to help the Winter Soldier on principle, but when the muzzle-mask comes off, he finds Bucky Barnes.

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    Soobin has spent his whole life trying to escape.
    The universe is set on not letting him.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    There are petals in Beomgyu’s sink.

    They are red with a white base at the bottom, withered and almost pathetically sad, covered with bits of saliva and small drops of blood. They also seem familiar, as if he has seen them somewhere before, but, frankly, it’s a little bit hard to utilise his full brain power when it feels like his throat is being choked from the inside, so cut him some slack.

    Fucking Choi Soobin, Beomgyu has only time to think, before the next wave of nausea urges him to retch for the second time.

    On running, getting lost and finally finding the way back.

    or Hanahaki AU, where Beomgyu cannot stop coughing out flowers, Taehyun unwillingly becomes a personal therapist, and Soobin (for now) stays oblivious to it all.

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    15 Apr 2026

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    Beomgyu has heard of a saying before.

    The one that goes, “Never meet your idols.” Let them remain as pretty faces on a screen, as beings that seem so very untouchable, bathed in the glitz and glamour that comes with the celebrity life. Admire them from afar, always at a distance, because if you bridge that gap, the expectations you have built for years will shatter. Your world shifts on its axis, and nothing quite makes sense anymore.

    What then, is one supposed to do, when a person becomes your idol after you meet them? Beomgyu wonders idly, as he gazes at a laughing Yeonjun from the opposite end of the practice room, if the universe has an answer for that.

    Right from the beginning, Beomgyu is afflicted by the deeply idol condition that is otherwise known as falling for your bandmate. It being rite-of-passage, however, doesn’t make it any easier. This is the story of the learning curve he charts as he wrangles it.

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    08 Apr 2023

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    Soobin gets his heart broken, but sometimes that's just the beginning of the story. He throws himself into dating various idols, but maybe he should be looking a little closer to home?

     

    It still wasn't easy, and sometimes he just needed to wallow a little in his feelings. Somehow Beomgyu turned into the person he did it with. He knew Kai wanted to help, but he'd seen the deer in the headlights expression Kai got the one time he tried, so Soobin decided to be merciful. Maybe Taehyun could help but Taehyun would care too much. Soobin didn't really need that anymore. He needed someone to listen and then kick his ass. Beomgyu turned out to be surprisingly good at that.

     

    "I don't know why you keep underestimating me," Beomgyu huffed, but softly, since Odi was deigning to be held in his hands for once. Beomgyu looked down at the tiny hedgehog with a besotted expression. "I'm Beomgyu, after all."

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    12 Apr 2023